contradiction
even after so many days
so many years
so much time
it's still there
- lurking behind my mind
no matter how much i try
no matter how true it is
a part of me still believes
that everything was worth it
and that we really had something
a delusion it is
i know for sure
but i don't even know
why, just why, i can't let go
can't keep my head straight
like a prisoner in jail
i'm caged
clinging on to that li'l drop of hope
that li'l ray of expectation
lost behind the horizon
maybe it's how it was meant to be
maybe i'll never stop trying
trying to believe
i was never even an option
for i know it's the cold, bitter truth
maybe this was my fate
my curse
to live a life of contradiction
to live inside a bubble
- delicate and floating
~ Fia, the nostalgic
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