secret love//daniel seavey

Chapter 13

"I know I'm not east to love," I whispered as he pulled away from my lips.

"I'm a chronic over-thinker, I overreact more than I should...
And every once in a while, I might be a little insecure.
But since I am in love with you, I can promise you wholeheardetly that you will be loved with so much passion and intensity that you'll forget what life felt like before I came along.
You will always be cared for and you will always have someone in your corner.
Maybe I'm not the best at being loved  --

but I like to think I'm pretty good at loving."

He pondered for a moment before sitting down onto the bed and pulling me into his lap.

"You are so incredously perfect for me and the love I have to give. And I am so thankful and grateful to be able to love you."

"I'm afraid," I whispered as I looked up into his ocean blue eyes.

"I'm afraid to let them know that I am so so in love with you. What if they don't accept me anymore or they don't accept our love? What if Jack gets upset or it hurts his feelings and he begins to hate-."

He cut me off, connecting his lips to mine. When I started kissing back, he pulled away and leaned his forehead against mine.

"Don't be afraid," he whsipered.

"If you don't wanna tell people then we won't until you're ready. It's me and you, together, forever. I don't care what other people think about us, I only care about what we have and what we have is special. I love you so fucking much Carly."

He leaned in again and connected our lips, sending chills throughout my body.

When he pulled away, I said, "I'm going to tell Momma."

He nodded his head layed back on our bed as I walked to my Momma's room across the hall.

I walked in and sat down on her bed as she typed away furiously on her laptop in pure concentration.

She looked up as I tapped her leg, smiling and moving her laptop to the side.

"What's up chick," she said, smiling.

I smiled back preparing myself for the conversation we were about to have.

"Daniel and I are, well,sorta together," I said stuttering.

She smiled and pulled me into a hug. When she pulled away, she called for Daniel. Oh Lord.

He entered with a big smile on his face and sat down next to me, pulling me into his side like he always did.

"I'm so happy for you two. Ever since Car brung you to the house, I could tell ya'll would be perfect for each other. You could feel the love radiating off the two of you when you were together. I'm so proud of the both of you. Come here," she said smiling, pulling us into a hug. I smiled as we pulled apart and said nervously, "Don't tell the others. I'm not ready yet."

She frowned but then said, "Alright, I won't. I love ya'll."

"We love you too," we both said in sync as we left the room, chuckling.

"And I love you," Daniel whispered into my ear as we entered our room,pushing me up against the closed door.

"I love you more," I whispered as I pulled him closer to me.

I could tell he had been sexually frusturated for a while now since he had been really touchy lately, even before we started to realize our feelings. I ran my fingers through his hair, pulling slightly and then kissing him rough but sweetly.

Slowly we made our way to the bed.

That night, they both gave a piece of their selves to each other; something they could never get back.

Neither of them regretted one second of it.