indirects // a.b

1.1

the only reason im scared
is because of you.
the way you shut me out
the way you're too distant
im sorry things played out this way
i hope you still talk to me someday
maybe im stupid
maybe im not even appealing
but past memories taught me so much
and reminded me of the good days
when we were friends
when we were happy
when we were close
now things ended in kicked up dust
silent whispers and dead rumours
i want us to still talk
even if you don't feel the same way
i moved on
why can't you?
im sorry
i know im at fault
please hear my cries
this is just an indirect
or maybe it's directed at you
im sorry.