Prolouge

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"Aish Seokjin, You never do anything right!" Taehyung yelled.
"It's easy! All you have to do is carry the plates right and carefully! God, you are nothing good!" He still said yelling.

"Seokjin-hyung, why do you do everything bad! You're just useless!" Namjoon yelled, "Even Jungkook can do this correctly!"

"Seokjin, rest for now Hyung. You're so pale and tired. Please get some sleep." Yoongi said calmly

"Hyung, don't listen to them it will be okay. Shhh, don't cry." Hoseok said calmly as well

"Jin, please clean my room. If I don't see it clean enough within, 40 minutes, you'll be sleeping outside." Jungkook said strictly.

"Jin, you're tired. Get some rest I'll do this for you." Jimin said with a slight smile.

Memories flushed on those as I stand at a 30 floor building. Tears falling. I throw my note. Everything will be over soon. I close my eyes and before I can do anything I heard yelling, "Hyung, stop! Don't do anything stupid!" He continued yelling. It sounds like Hoseok's voice. I looked back to see everyone behind me, I shut my eyes and cry.

"It's for the best. You guys treated me like shit. You guys never think what you can harm me! Seokjin this. Seokjin that! I'm sick of everything! What's the whole point of surviving this, when you all are just going to treat me like some maid?! I'm your Hyung! And you guys don't care. Why should you care for everything I'm doing?!" I yelled sobbing uncontrollably, I take the step off from the edge and sat down and cried a lot.

Soon as I cried they take a step closer. I look at them and run, I hear them saying 'Hyung' but I just ran as fast I as can. Crying and sobbing.

Wondering around. The cold wind pressed into my skin over my sweatshirt that was ripped. I rubbed my arms with my hands up and down to warm up. My phone vibrated and looked.

102 New Messages!

36 Missed Calls!

New Article From Soompi! Seokjin almost attempted suicide and is currently missing!

I shut my eyes and went to Vlive. I waited for more people to join and I just sighed, "It's Jin. I am okay but I want to talk to you about something's. I'm just waiting for more people to join." I said and read the comments

Seokjin-oppa! Are you okay???

Ugh. Why are you live now? I thought you died??

Oppa, why are you hurting us?

I sighed, "So many hurtful comments but I'm just going to say this.... I know the members are watching this. I just want to say. Jimin, thank you for being there through my hardest times. Hoseok, You are one of a kind. You know how to make me smile when you see me when I have a breakdown. Yoongs, my suga. You may look heartless and serious but you're a good person to me." I chuckled at the comment I made about suga,

"Namjoon, Taehyung, and Kookie. I'm sorry for not doing anything right. You had every right to slap me and yell at me for something bad I did. Now, it's my right to tell everyone what you did to me...." There was a slight pause and I cried, "Thank you for not stopping me on my attempt. You guys wouldn't care. Hah, well hopefully this makes you and everyone happy who's watching this.." I chuckled and saw the comments

Don't leave Bangtan oppa.

For fucks sake please leave the group.

I looked at the camera and smiled, "I'm leaving Bangtan. I'll be cancelling my contract and getting my things when you guys are practicing. I'll change my number and you guys can change the Twitter password. I might just go for a solo in Sm Entertainment, you guys can no longer suffer"

"Stay strong and hope you succeed as much as we did together. Fighting!" As I said that I turned off the live stream. Tears fell and stayed on the ground for as long as I remember.

Third person pov

"Namjoon, V, Jungkook. What the fuck?!" Yoongi yelled at them. They all had their head down in shame.
"What if someone told you that. What if someone treated you so badly that suicide was the only option for you?!"
They all went silent. "Look I didn't know he would think like that" Namjoon said quietly, "Well, fucking think before you say shit dumbass" Yoongi spat. Their phones to see a notification from Vlive it said

BTS Jin- We need to talk.

We all watched it from a computer, "It's Jin I am okay but I just wanted to talk to you..."

After watching it they're eyes widen. Yoongi punched V, Jungkook and Namjoon, until Hoseok and Jimin held Yoongi back while the other boys were in shock for their Hyung did, "Don't ever fucking talk to me. Because I might just leave too!" Yoongi hissed, "You may seen so nice and caring on the outside and around fans but you are monsters on the inside.!" Their manager ran in to see what was going in but at that time Suga left along with J-hope and Jimin.
'Jin where can you be??' is all that suga can think if when he was out to look for his Hyung.

Aishhh! Hello!! Thank you for reading this story and hopefully you will enjoy it as much as I enjoyed it writing! Love you as always! Thank you!

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