Hello guys! Hope this story is getting better! This chapter is just about Y/N and Namjoon. Just a heads up! Have fun reading!
Y/N Pov
Namjoon and i were walking on our vacation and i was happy as ever to be with someone better than my abusive relationship with Baekhyun... Nobody knew, even my brother Kwon Ji-yong didn't believe me at all, "Y/n?? You seem off, are you okay?" Namjoon asked and i nodded, "Yeah just a lot on my mind" i say and he gave me a peck and smiled, "Would you like to talk about it?" he say and i shook my head, "are you sure?" he said and i shook my head again, "just promise me something" i say and he nods, "of course, anything" he says, "Dont be like my past relationship" i say and he tilts his head in confusion, "what do you mean?" he says and i shook my head and i grab his hand, "Nothing, now lets get to bed, we have to leave early in the morning" i say and he nods.
It was the morning heading to the airport back to Korea, we just got off the cab and Namjoon had to cover himself and there was cameras flashing and it didn't shine on us. But my brother and Baekhyun.. I grab Namjoons hand and walk fast, "Slow down y/n" he says, I look back and I make eye contact with my brother, I quickly look away and grab his hand again and start to walk fast with Namjoon. We went into a coffee shop and bought some coffee, then after we headed to our flight and made it on time!
We got into our seats and Baekhyun and Ji-yong were in the same plane as us. I covered my face to pretend I fell asleep, "Namjoon? Hey! How you been?" Baekhyun says and Namjoon giggles, "Baekhyun! I've been doing good and you?" He says and their conversations kept going. I put my headphones on and I listen to my music loud. Soon enough I was brave enough to raise my head and I looked the other way, scrolling through Twitter and Instagram and I felt a tap on my shoulder, I shurged it off and didn't listen.
Soon Namjoon grabbed my hand and leaned onto my shoulder, I jumped a little and took off my headphones, "Namj-" I was cut off, "Shhh, I just want to stay like this" and I sighed when he soon fell asleep. Soon enough, after watching a lot of movies I finally fell asleep as well.
The plane landed, we soon got our luggage and headed out, Namjoon picked me up and I giggled, "Finally home!!!"I say and he laughs as he kisses me, he puts me down and gives me another peck, "Hey Namjoo- Y/n?" I heard his voice, I didn't dare to look at him. At my brother and my ex, "Hello" is all I said, "How are you my little sister??" He says and I didn't say anything, I looked at Namjoon and kissed him, "I'll see you in the car" I say, he nods and I leave quickly.
I soon start to cry, I sobbed with the memories flashing back, I couldn't stop, I felt arms wrap around me and I push them away, "Stop please!" I yelled and looked up to see Namjoon shocked, "I'm sorry" I said crying uncontrollably, "Are you okay? What happened?" He said asking me loads of questions, "It's not my time to tell you yet" I said, "Why? Because you don't trust me enough? Or so I can see you suffer more?" He said but he was right. Though, I do trust him, I was just scared to have him see me suffer. I didn't say anything, throughout the car ride.
Seokjin was a bit distance with everyone, except Taehyung, they were close, but Yoongi was talking more with Hobi, soon it was Hobi and I talking, since Namjoon and I didn't talk since the day we arrived, "So guess what??" Hobi said since it was just us in the living room while the others were downstairs playing games, "What's up??" i said, he slightly giggled and said, "But don't say anything! Not after Yoongi tells you", "What's going on??" i said and he grins, "Hes proposing to Jin this weekend" he said and i gasped, "Really??!!!" I exclaimed and he sushed me, "Shhh, yes he is, but please don't say anything! He will need your help just not yet" he said and I nod.
It was midnight, all the boys were sleeping, but i guess Namjoon went out to get drinks for the guys? It's been hours and he hasn't arrived. I didn't want to think anything else, so I called him. No answer at all, I kept calling and he didn't answer. I was worried that i messaged Jimin to come to Namjoon and I's room, soon the door open to reveal a sleepy Jimin, "Are you okay y/n?" and i shook my head, "no im worried" i say and he chuckled, "nice to meet you Worried, I'm Jimin" i playfully smacked his shoulder and i heard a door open and slammed shut. Jimin ran back to his room and i pretended to sleep, but i heard kisses, "She's here" His drunked voice said, "Let's go to my place then" the girl said and the door shut and I felt my tears fall.
The next morning, I didn't sleep at all. I was packing my things and waiting to get picked up by my brother, "Y/n, it's time for break- Why are you packing? Are you okay? What happened??" Jin said, I smiled and shook my head, "Nothing, now let's go eat breakfast" i said as i got up to reveal all the boys and Namjoon there, I grabbed a cup of coffee and Jimin messaged me,
Are you okay? I know what happened, I overheard Namjoon and the girls voice in your room.
I sighed and just drank my coffee, "Y/n, you're not gonna eat?" Namjoon asked and I just ignored and finished my coffee. Soon, I got up, washed and dried the dirty dishes, "Thank you boys, I shall leave" I say and they bid ware me a goodbye, I entered the room and grabbed my things and texted my brother saying i'll be out in a bit and i saw Namjoon standing in the doorway, "You're leaving me?" he said and i tried to avoid him by pushing him to the side, but that didn't worked, "Yes, I am leaving you now move" I say and i saw him crying, "Why?? What did I do?" he said and I laughed, "You know exactly what you fucking did!!!" I yelled, "No, I don't please explain!" He yelled back, "You are cheating on me! I fucking hate you Kim Namjoon, now move!!" I yelled and everything was silent. He soon moved and i left with my things as tears streamed down my face. I went out and saw my brother, "Good to see you" he said and i wiped my tears, "Don't worry about him, he wasn't for you" he said and i nodded, "I know" and with that he left.
Namjoon's pov
I was going to get drinks for myself at a bar, soon I came across a beautiful girl, though Y/N kept calling me and i decided to place my phone on silent. Soon we ended up talking and that talking ended up making out. It was an instant regret.
Soon I woke up in a room, I quickly got up, changed and left , I drove to the dorm and saw that Y/n was still sleeping, I sighed in relief, "What are you doing?" Jimin said with his arms crossed, I didn't say anything, "I know what you did and you better apologize when she wakes up, because her crying all night made me feel bad to be with a person like you", "You don't know anything so shut up" I said and he laughs, "Oh, I do know hyung. I was there when she was worried about you at 3 am, I stayed up with her just to see if you would arrive. But nope, you never showed up. Poor Y/N, she had to hear that and because of you..." he stopped like he was about to hit me, then he put his fist down, "Because of me what?" I say and he shook his head, "I'd rather let her say it for herself." and he went inside his room, closing and locking it.
I decided to do breakfast since i was the only one awake and made my favorite breakfast for me and the others I made pancakes, eggs and bacon. Soon Jin entered, "Good m-morning" he said and i ignored him and he soon left back to his room after getting a cup of coffee.
Soon everyone was awake except Y/N, Jin went to go wake her up and she came back dressed and she looked beautiful, she was mostly on her phone and talking to Jimin, i got jealous. She then got up, washed her cup and left back to the room, I followed her and saw that everything was packed, I was shattered into pieces, "You're leaving me?" I say and she ignored me, soon we were arguing and she left. I saw myself crying more than ever, I was just a Stigma with nothing but sorrows and sins.
