Seokjin's pov
Months passed and so far Yoongi and i are completely in love, we were unstoppable, fans supported but some didn't and that did not hurt us. not one bit, Yoongi and I were walking down a beautiful cherry blossom pathway, in Japan. It was beyond beautiful, though, Yoongi was a bit off. He would always ignore me and i would always try to talk to him but he would respond seriously and when my dad jokes came back, he would always laugh because of my 'windshield laugh' but now he doesnt as much anymore.
"Yoongi? Did i do something wrong?" I spoke up as we sat down by the beach and he sigh, "No" he just said and walked away, i sigh and decided to stay for a little longer. I soon get up to catch up to him, only to see him holding hands and kissing their forehead to/with someone else. my heart dropped. I try to hold my tears back and decided to head back to the hotel and pack. i quickly pack and leave to another hotel down south in Japan.
After checking in a beautiful hotel in Osaka, I placed my phone on airplane mode. So i wouldn't be interrupted from my sleep. I wake up and take off airplane mode, only to find no messages. Good thing i'm staying here for a day then i'm heading back home. I decided to explore around the hotel, it was very tropical and very beautiful, so many cherry blossoms and many different kinds of trees. I was walking and saw a child, crying and lost, "Ar-are you o-okay? Wh-where's your m-mom??" i say and he didn't answer, "あなたのお母さんはどこですか？" I say and he reponds, "I lost" and i hold his hand and walk him to the front desk; His mom finally arrives, "ありがとうございました" and i nodded. She leaves and i go back to my room. I sigh and decide to take a warm bath. After I place my stuff back and head to the airport. I was walking and with no regret, i decided to leave Yoongi there.
The rest of the members decided to take a quick vacation somewhere, I was the only one home. i was scared, to go to the dance room by myself, over the flashbacks and things happened there, Jungkook was aperently dating IU and Tae decided to be single for the best. Y/N and Namjoon went to Europe, Hobi and Jimin went to Mexico, Kook and IU went to Canada, and Tae decided to stay with his family for a while as we all were on vacation. I went to bed and heard someone enter, i quickly grabbed a gun and head out, "wh-who's there?" i yelled, "Who IS here?" the voice said sounded to be Taehyung, "Taehyung?" i said and he came up to be, "Jin? What are you doing here? Why do you have a gun?!" he said and took the gun and placed it back to the safe, "Y-yoongi is with s-someone el-else" i said and he hugged me, "Its okay, did you let him know that you are back in Korea?" and i shook my head, he pulled his phone out but i snatched it away, "N-no! I d-dont want him to k-know" I say and he sigh, "lets watch a movie instead" he said and i nodded as i went to grab some crackers and chips.
I woke up and it was barley 3:30 am, i decided to get up and grab a cup of water. I went out to see Taehyung in his room, sleeping. I head to the kitchen and oped the cupboard and fill the cup with water from the sink. I take a huge gulp of the water and go to grab my pills that i need to take for my studdering? i dont understand why. Soon I hear the door open and I thought it was nothing, so i take my pills and wash the cup. I soon enough jump from the door slam, I grab a knife to go see who is it. They were wearing all black. I turn on the light and they looked up. It was Yoongi.
Yoongi's pov
I never talked to Jin because i was going through a hard time as well. He wanted me to bring everything to him and i was upset about that, i didn't dare to say anything to him, because i don't like his feelings hurt. Yes, i was meeting someone here that i knew, i walked off and thought Jin would follow, "Oppa!" she said and i smiled as she ran and jumped on me and i hug her tightly, "Hey, i missed you" i said grabbing her hand and kissing her forehead and she blushed, "I missed you too! How are you and Jin-oppa?" she said and i smiled, "Not so great but its going okay for now." i say and she nods, "Well, shall i show you around?" and i nod happily.
We went to so many stores and i bought a ring for Jin since i am going to propose to him soon. I was happy to be with him. Though, I wanted it to be for our aniversary. It was getting dark and so far I haven't gotten messages from him. I didn't mind, I thought he was going shopping or something. I went back to the hotel and didn't take notice to see if Seokjin was there. All I did was went to sleep.
I woke up to messages by Taehyung. 45 messages to be exact.
Yoongi?! Why is Jin here at the dorm by himself??
Why aren't you with him?! Are you stupid??!
You do realize he could have done something stupid alone?! For fuck sakes, are you even his boyfriend??!
I shot up and packed my bags and didn't even bother to wash my face, i went bare face with my mask on, checked out, got a cab and told him to drive as fast as he can to the airport. after the 4 hour traffic, i finally arrived at the airport. I passed through security and all of the important passes and made it in. i waited since it was arriving in 3 hours, i bought food (most likely Starbucks) and I ate because I love to eat but I couldn't sleep.
After my flight was now boarding, I didn't have time for 1st class because I can't afford that much money. I went to my seat and i immediately fell asleep afterwards.
Everything was quiet and lonely. I was walking on a alley and i heard soft cries and whimpers. i followed to see what it was and i saw Jimin crying, "Chim Chim what's wrong??" I said and everything stops, he looked at me, "You did this" i shook my head, "What do you mean?" and he grabbed my hand and pulled me roughly to what looks like a funeral home. I saw Namjoon looking very disappointed in me, Hoseok couldn't even look at me, Jungkook gave me a dirty look and Taehyung tried to attack me. Our manager shook his head in disappointment, I saw family members, friends and other different groups we know. I walked up to see who the family was and it was Seokjin's parents, his brother and his girlfriend. My heart dropped, I looked at the casket and it was Jin's body. I saw hismother and she came up to me, I was about to bow and she slapped me, "Why?! Why did you treat my baby horribly?! He loved you!!!" she said and sobbed. What did I do?? His brother held his mother while his girlfriend came up to me, "He killed himself." She said, "How?? WHy??" i said and she sighed, "You are the reason he killed himself. He was so attached to you and you didn't notice. You cheated and lied to him, Now look at him! You see what he did?" she said and i cried.
I woke up and yelled, "No!!" and the boarding lady jumped, "You're in Korea now!" She said, I grabbed my things and left, I walked out and took a cab back to the dorm. It was about 2:30 am and I sighed and tried not to cry. Soon i paid the cab and looked at the dorm and sighed. I grabbed the keys and opened the door wide open. I saw the light on and i looked up to see Jin with a knife, "Hey its me" I said with my voice cracking, "Yoongi? Ar-are you o-okay?" he said as he set the knife down, i sighed and cried. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly, "Y-yoonig, what are y-you doing??" he said and i cried to him, "I'm sorry for what i did back in Japan. Im sorry for not being a perfect boyfriend. Im sorry for not loving you enough" I sobbed and he hugged back and lifted my head to look at him in his eyes, he wiped my tears, "I love you" he said, "I love You" I say and i kissed him passionately. He will be the light that will bring me happiness and Save Me.
