grinch | renjun.

二十四

+ ahn tae seol

chenle said there is a christmas fest tonight but me and renjun decided to not go.

we're currently in the balcony. just enjoying the cold breeze.

renjun was just staring at the sky. probably thinking about his brother.

sigh.. i wish i could help him..

i kind of got into the moment that i just stared at him and started smiling.

my first impression of him was rude, quiet, mysterious and unapproachable.

but now that i got to know him better, i realized he is much more than that.

he's a softie and needs care. he's kind but sometimes sassy. he's cute and my human elixir.

i didnt even realize that he looked back at me and caught me staring at him.

"is there something wrong?"

he asked as he sat properly. i quickly shook my head as heat crept up to my face.

i felt a hand on my chin. renjun lifted my face to face him.

we were literally just centimeters away from each other..

i looked away as i felt my cheeks getting hot again and my heart was itching.

"you know, at first, i thought you were just a 'unitmate' like someone that i wont care about too much.."

"but the more i got to know you, i felt as if you're not just any unitmate, it feels different. idk why.."

"now that i thought about it, it kinda took a while tho, i realized.."

he looked at me and kinda smiled that made my heart flutter.

gosh his smile.

"i like you so much.."

my eyes widened and i could even hear my loud heartbeat.

i cant explain this feeling..

"w-what?"

"aish, i said i like you. its okay if you dont like me back.."

"erm, wait.."

i looked away. trying to avoid his gaze since he kept staring at me.

"my first impression of you was kinda bad, but when days passed by, i realized, you weren't that bad.."

"and in fact, i wanted to take care of you since i think youre really fragile.."

"so.. i like you too"

"w-what? really?"

"yeah.. i realized it just now that i thought about it.."

• december 24 ° 11:59 PM

he kind of stared at me with pinkish cheeks and i noticed that he's kinda close already..

am i gonna move backward or-

he kissed me..

• december 25 ° 12:00 AM

"merry christmas.."

he said as he held my face.

i smiled at him and hugged him.

"merry christmas too, renjun.."