grinch | renjun.

二十五

+ ahn tae seol

"good morning!! lets go out early!"

"why are you so.. enthusiastic..?"

"its christmas, tae seol. plus, we have to visit our families, right?"

"oh right, im gonna change for a while.."

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me and renjun reached the cemetery and he said he'll go alone so i can go to my family too.

i disagreed since i think he's gonna cry there and im not even there for him.

so he lead the way. im holding a bouquet of flowers for his brother and another bouquet for my parents.

we reached his brother's grave and he suddenly stopped walking.

"go there.. im sure he missed you too.."

i patted his back and he continued walking.

he finally put the flowers and we lit candles to pay our respects.

"h-hyung.."

his voice cracked as he sat in front of the grave.

"its been a long time, huh?"

there was a long silence until he spoke again.

i understand him that he still needs time. it must've hurt so much to lose someone you love.

"im sorry.."

i was about to tell him that it wasnt his fault again but he continued talking.

"im sorry for being a coward.. im sorry if i dont visit you.. im sorry..."

he looked down as he tried to hide his sobs but i know him too well that i went to him and comforted him.

"shh.. renjun, its fine.."

he leaned to me and quietly sobbed.

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renjun is done talking to his brother and we're currently on my parents' graves.

hyungseob already texted me telling that i should enjoy christmas cause he will too. he's also done visiting our parents.

im also done talking to them. i thanked them for everything.

we're just sitting beside each other when renjun suddenly rested his head on my shoulder.

"tae seol?"

"hmm?"

i hummed in response. i dont know why but my heart just keeps on beating loudly.

"i know this isnt the right time but.."

he sat straight and looked at me in the eyes.

"w-will you be my girlfriend?"

i was kinda shocked but i was also kinda, uh, you know, uhm, expecting it? heh.

i didnt realize that i was staring at him for kinda long and his face was kinda sad.

oops, did i upset him?

i slightly giggled since i find his reaction cute.

"of course renjun.."

i said and his eyes directly brightened. heh, cute.

he stood up and pulled me up too.

"thank you!"

he shouted and hugged me tight. i returned the hug too.

after a while, he held my shoulder and his other hand was on my face.

dont tell me..

yep, he kissed me.

my mind was a mess. my heartbeat was unsteady and my stomach was full of butterflies.

"i suddenly love christmas.. and i think its all because of you.."

"i love you.."

renjun hugged me tight.

"i love you too renjun.."

一 结束 一

a/n: he's so adorable ^^

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