Recovery (A Justin Bieber fan fiction)

Movie night! (4)

*Lexie's POV*---------

I had a warm shower and did my business. Like usual I got out my blade and traced over my scars. Letting everything out. I sat there crying. I miss them so much. I can't handle not having them here with me. It's indescribable how horrible I feel. I need my parents. I look at my arm and sit there waiting. The warm water is stinging them but it's a nice sensation. The pain will be no where near as bad as what I feel inside. They all stop bleeding apart from one. I look at it and realise I have cut way too deep. It won't stop bleeding. It's been ten minutes and it's not even starting to dry up. I start to panic. I turn off the shower and race over the first aid kit. I out a bandage over it. It's starting to slow down. I decide to just leave it.

I pull on my lingerie then put on a light pink long sleeve v neck and some a (bit to short) pj shorts. I leave my blonde wavy hair down reaching half way down my back.

I walk into the living room and sit down on the couch in between Justin and Ryan. I feel someone staring at me and turn around to see justin looking at my chest. I pull up my top and murmur 'pervert' which he clearly heard seeing he quickly turned his head back to the TV screen. I chuckle to myself and stand up.

"I'm going to go make some popcorn, be right back." I say getting up off the couch and walking over to the kitchen. I feel a presence following me and I groan knowing it was Justin. I enter the kitchen and realise he's still following me. I out the popcorn in the microwave and turn around to face him.

"What do you want Bieber?"

"I want you to put some pants on please." He says looking sort of embarrassed.

"There just pyjama shorts, it's hot! I don't wanna boil! It's not a problem anyway."

"Lexie... I'm a boy. You can't walk around showing off your legs and half your ass."

"I don't see the problem..." Justin looks at me them looks away blushing. I look at him up and down then stop at a certain spot. I try to stop myself from laughing but I couldn't help it.

"It's not funny." Justin says frowning which makes me laugh even harder. I decided to mess around with him.

"Well Bieber..." I say seductively walking up to him slowly placing a hand in his chest and slowly drifting it down his abs. "Do you want some help?" I see his eyes widen and he stands there speechless. I look at him flirtatiously then when I'm about to reach his 'area' I lift up my leg and knee him in the crotch.

"You wish Bieber" I giggle as he clutches his dick. I grab the popcorn then walk out to go and sit on the couch where I was before. Sucker.

*Justin's POV*-----------------------

"Bitch" I mutter to myself grabbing the ice out of the freezer and placing it on my area. If she wants to play games. She's playing games with the wrong person. I always win.

After my area has settled down, I walk back to the couch sitting next to Lexie. I can't help but look at her cleavage. God she's sexy. As the movie starts to play I sit back and relax. I will start these games after the movie.

Half way through the movie Lexie gets a fright a clings onto me. I feel something strange. I've never felt this before. What is this? She turns to me her plump gorgeous lips are just inches away from mine. I look into her gorgeous chocolate brown eyes and seem to get lost in them. I just can't seem to look away.

"AHHH" suddenly the lights turn on and we all scream in unison while Lexie just clutches me tighter squeezing me to death. But I don't mind or anything. Her body feels good against mine.

"Oh sorry kids I was just coming home to tell you I'm going out for three days on a business trip. Justin I left money for you on the counter. Bye honey love you. Bye kids, behave." My Mom says walking out the door. Lexie quickly let's go of me going bright red in the face. She's so cute.

"Bye Mom love you too." As soon as she clothes the door I look at Ryan and Chaz exchanging 'the look'.

"PARTY AT MINE TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!!" Us boys all celebrate while Lexie just sits there playing with the ends of her hair. I just ignore it and we go back to watching the movie.

After the movie finished we all went to our bedrooms. I went into the bathroom to brush my teeth when I tripped over the first aid kit. Who left that there? I packed it up and looked around the rest of the bathroom to see anything else. I looked in the shower and saw.... blood? No it can't be? I opened the shower door and saw blood marks on the bottom of the shower. What the heck? Maybe it was just Lexie accidently cutting herself shaving.. Yeah it has to be, it can't be anything else. Can it?

*Lexie's POV*---------------------

I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about that feeling I felt when I was cuddling Justin. What was it? It felt like sparks but it can't be? I hate him. I hate his guts. He is a cocky dick. I won't let myself fall for his trap and end up getting heart broken like very other girl. I'm not that stupid. I probably just had a sore tummy and it was causing me to feel funny. Yeah it has to be, it can't be anything else. Can it?

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What's happening here?! Will justin find out about Lexie's self harming? Will they find out what that weird feeling is? Who knows?

- Olive xx