Recovery (A Justin Bieber fan fiction)

Confident. (5)

*Lexie's POV*----------

I woke up and found myself confused. For the last month all I've dreamed about was my parents. But last night a dreamt about Justin. Why is this boy getting in my head?! Why am I even thinking about him! I hate him. I know I do.

"Who do you hate?" Says a familiar voice giving me a fright. Did I say that outloud?

"Gosh... You scared me. And no one. Why are you even in here?! You could of knocked!"

"I knocked about five times Lexie, you were to busy talking to yourself." He says with a smirk that makes my tummy do funny things.

"I was not! I was uh.... On the phone okay!" Wow lexie. Wow.

"Where's your phone then?" I look around for it then realise it was on the kitchen table.

"Uh... It's... Somewhere.. It must have fallen under my bed.."

"Whatever you say lexie-loo." I then realise I'm still laying in my bed. My hair probably looks like a birds nest Andi have no make up on. I feel my cheeks turn hot and I quickly go under the covers.

"Don't call me that. Can you get out!?" I say still not coming out from under the bed.

"Whatever. Get in your bikini. We are going swimming."

"Swimming!!! I mean.. Uh that sounds cool, whatever." I hear him walk out the door and straight away i hop out if bed and get into the shower. I look at my wrist and add a few more cuts loving the feeling. I wait for the blood to dry then I go to the mirror and do my hair and make up. I decide to leave my hair out and put on some waterproof concealer and mascara. I then put some concealer on my cuts to make them less obvious. It works I guess. I put on my baby blue bikini and look at myself in the mirror. The light blue makes my body look really tan. Although I am naturally quite tanned this somehow makes it tanner. I like it! I out on a beach dress so Im not to exposed when I walk out.

I clean up my mess and go out to see the boys already in the pool. I lay on a pool chair and relax myself. It feels good.

"Lexie what do you think your doing?" I here an irritating voice call.

"Relaxing. What does it look like idiot?" I say slightly pissed off that Justin interrupted my day dreaming.

"You either come in the pool or I will make you." I roll my eyes and stand up not wanting him to touch me. I take off my dress and look down at the pool to see Justin and Chaz with their mouths hanging open looking up at me. I smirk and quickly jump into the water making Justin and Chaz snap out of their dazes. Justin gets out if the pool to do another dive and I can't help but look at his tones body. His perfectly carved abs. And his muscular arms. His tattoos were such a turn on and it took all my might to rip my eyes away from the beautiful sight. Oh god what am I saying!?

After half an hour of water fighting and seeing who can do the best jumps Ryan and Chaz leave to Chaz's to get something from his house. I continue to piss around with Justin and I end up riding his back while he goes up and down the pool. Suddenly he flips me over and I go under the water.

"Hey! What was that for!" I say spinning around to face him. Our faces are now inches apart. I look into his gorgeous caramel eyes and I can't seem to stop. He has such a gorgeous face wether I can admit it or not. He is beautiful. He meets my gaze and it feels like we stared at each other for years. Suddenly he started to lean in. I don't know what came over my but so did I. I felt his minty breath on my lips. His lips brushed against mine and I felt something so weird. When his lips were basically on mine he dived under the water and swam out of the pool.

"Sorry Butler, maybe next time." All I did was stare at him as he walked back into the house. I can't believe I was just about to kiss him. What is wrong with me! I will not let him win.

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I walk in and sit on the couch next to Justin whose eyes are locked on twitter not noticing I say down next to him. Up I turn on the TV and put it on a music channel. I sit back on the couch and goon twitter scrolling through my feed. I hear confident come on and sit and watch it. I haven't seen this video before. All I have to say is. He looks sexy. Very sexy. That's something I can't disagree with. Why did he have to be so hot. And how. He looks so good when he dances. Half way through he started singing along with it and my heart melted. His voice. I'd never heard it up close. It was beautiful.

When the song was nearly finished it showed him about to kiss the girl. It made me then remember the time in the pool. I can't believe I was going to kiss him. As he kissed the girl I felt like weirdo for watching but for some reason. I wanted that girl to be me. That kiss... It looked so good. I was knocked out of my thoughts by yelling coming from behind. I turned around to where Justin was sitting but he was gone? I guess I was too focused on the music video. I get up and walk towards the yelling. I heard a female voice and then the yelling stopped. I turned the corner to see two people kissing.

Justin and Selena.

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Ohhhhhh Selena! What's gonna happen!

- Olive xx