Recovery (A Justin Bieber fan fiction)

* Lexie's POV*

" THEIR WHAT!!!!!" It couldn't be right it just couldn't.

"Lexie, calm down. They are in hospital.. But I don't think they are gonna make it. I'm sorry."

"CALM DOWN! HOW CAN YOU TELL ME TO CALM DOWM MY PARENTS ARE DEAD!" I couldn't hold it in anymore. Hearing those words come out of my mouth. I dropped to the ground and just poured my eyes out into Ryan's (my brothers) shoulder.

"This is all my fault Ryan, what have I done..." It was true. It was all my fault.

*flashback*

"Okay I'll just go ask Dad! Bye Em!" I say to my best friend, Emily.

I can't wait to go to Em's party! I haven't been to a party in ages, I have the perfect dress!

"Mum!!!! Dad!!!!" I yell basically sprinting down the stairs.

"What honey?" My mum replied staring at me with her sky blue eyes.

" I'm going to Emily's tonight she's having a party but don't worry I'll behave, my...."

"No you are not going you have to come to Nanas with us, we are having dinner with her tonight." My mum rudely interrupts.

"Um no thanks, I'm going.."

"No you aren't and don't talk back to me."

"I'm nearly 18 you can't boss me around anymore I can make decisions for myself!!!!!"

"You aren't going anywhere. Talk back to me again and you are grounded for a month."

" I'm going to this party, it will be the party of the year!!!!!! You can not stop me from going to this."

"That's it your grounded for a month. " I can't believe this!

"MUM THATS NOT FAIR HOLY SHIT YOU WOULD LET FUCKING RYAN!"

"Don't you dare say that to me."

"Just did."

"That's it no party's for the rest of the year. And you are not having that big arty for your birthday" That's when I cracked.

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME! FUCK YOU MUM! I WISH I HAD EMILYS PARENTS THEY ACTUALLY ARE GOOD PARENTS, THEY LET HER DO STUFF AND ACTUALLY LIVE. JUST GO FUCKING DIE, I WISH YOU WEREN'T MY MUM."

"Upstairs. Now." I didn't bother arguing I just ran upstairs. I'm going to this party. No one can stop me.

*End of flashback*

Ryan looked at me with red puffy eyes making me cry even harder. I'd never seen him cry before, it broke my heart.

"Lexie, look at me. It's not your fault. You can't blame yourself for this okay."

"Ryan, i said I wanted them to die.. What are we gonna do we have no where to stay."

"We are gonna live at the Bieber's for a while, and Lexie they might live." The Bieber's.. Hell no.

" I am not living in a house with Justin. Na ah."

"Where are we gonna live then.. On the street?!" I just decided to give up. I quickly packed up my stuff and got in Ryan's car sobbing.

This is all my fault. I will never forgive myself.

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- Olive