Late night texts [Jungkook x Reader]

30 | dreißig | thirty

"So it was all an act?" He stared at you with big eyes. "Yeah, pretty much. Jimin never had a thing for me." You smiled mildly.

Both of you strolled down the street in silence. "Remember when I pulled you towards me and you kinda fell all over me and we just laughed it off?" Jungkook asked. "You muttered something afterwards right?" "I did?" You looked to the side and felt your whole body heating up again. "I'm pretty sure you said 'I love you'. Maybe I should've noticed then.." He sighed.

That's when your brain decided to shut down. Jungkook mentioning what has happened in the morning made you imagine things. You remember being so close to him, his firm grip on you hand when he pulled you towards him. It's been a while since you have seen his face this close. He is truly handsome.

The result of zoning out was you mumbling Jungkook's name over and over again.

"Did you call me?" Jungkook looked at you.
"Huh?" You slowly came to your senses when you noticed his stare.
"I thought you said my name. And not only once."
"I. Said.

Come on y/n you need to explain yourself

Coconut. I said coconut" You smiled at him.
"I'm craving coconut." You kept smiling.

"Y/n stop it. I'm sure you kept saying my name." Jungkook stopped. "Explain yourself."

"Jesus Christ Jungkook, I am craving you. I can't stop thinking about you, take responsibility damn it."

Damn I did not think this through.

Jungkook looked at you, completely speechless.

You took a deep breath. If you were going to be honest then you should let out everything at once.

"Boy, I am so going to make you fall in love with me, I swear." You violently pointed at him with a determined expression. But soon after, that expression faded and all you did was cringe into the abysses of cringiness.

You weren't the only one to cringe. Jungkook's Finger were all curled up from the cringe. "Geez y/n you surely won't win over my heart if you make me feel this embarrassed." He let out an internal screech and grinned afterwards.

"Forget what I just said, I'm going to go and sleep in my cave." You laughed.

Suddenly it didn't feel weird between you two anymore. The laughter made both of you feel like nothing weird has ever happened to you.

While walking the last few miles until arriving at the train station you noticed that Jungkook was constantly blowing in his hands and rubbing them together.

"Cold?" You asked, pointing at his hands.
He nodded. You also noticed that his coat didn't really have deep pockets.

Should I do it?

I'm doing it.

After hesitating a bit, you quickly grabbed Jungkook's Hand next to you and put it in your coat's pocket but still held his hand firmly. His hand was way bigger than yours and also very cold as expected. He surprisingly looked at you, then your hands, then at you again.

He quickly pulled your hands out of the pocket.

"Geez you're way to straightforward now y/n. But it looks weird if I have my hand in your pocket."

He hasn't let go of your hand.

"Just like this is keeping it warm too." You notice his ears and cheeks getting a little bit reddish.

You continue walking hand in hand in silence until you reach the train station. It was time for Jungkook to go.

It was yet time to say goodbye again.

"Well this day has been... different." You smiled at him and shifted your eyes to both of your hands which are still firmly holding onto each other. Jungkook turned away but his blushing can't be overlooked.

"I feel weird after everything that has happened today. First Areum then you.. I have no idea how to feel. It's not like I don't enjoy being with you.. I don't know. I actually don't mind it at all.. it was weird after finding out you had something for me but now when I think about it it's not bad at all. I have a feeling that I was missing out." Jungkook's grip got stronger but then he let go.

"It's time, I'm going." He looked at you as if he was expecting something.

"Text me when you arrived safely." You bit your lip, slowly pulling your hand back. "I am going to be okay with any decision you choose. Just don't disappear again."

He smiled as he embraces you. Your head is pressed against his chest and you feel his warmth and calm heartbeat.

You slowly let go and see him off as he enters the train.

Through the window he waved at you and pulled a funny face to make you smile, then the train took off and Jungkook was gone yet again.

Author's note:

I know this update is very veeeeery veeeeeery late and I'm really sorry for that. After summer break I just had so much to do and school is such a pain in the butt you know? Anyways thank you guys for supporting me and asking if I was okay! I'm also thankful because you guys seem to enjoy this story so much!
Again I'm sorry for pausing this story and I hope you forgive me! I will definitely try to keep updating more often.

And although we're not there yet - I wish y'all a happy new year and I hope you had a merry Christmas! <3