I stay up late because I can't sleep
And I smile even though my insides are churning.
But I keep telling myself that I'm just fine
But I'm not.
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say.
I just want to curl into a ball and cry
I'm not smiling like I used to
I'm afraid to speak my mind because you might not have the time
I love you,
I love you so much.
But I'm trying to maintain myself
I'm trying to be happy for you
I'm trying to be okay
But I'm suffocating
I'm screaming into my pillow
But it's okay
I'll be okay
And I want more than anything to be okay
It's okay
We will be okay
Because I'm in love with you
And your the only person I want
