The Space Between The Sand And The Sea By Nailinthewall

to you

You don't know me
Not really
You know the highlights
The best bits
The parts that you'd want to see
And that's because
I can't let you know all of me
Or you'd hate me
Or stop talking to me
And that'd be a tragedy
I know you like me
As a whole
As a person
As an acquaintance
And I'm mostly okay with that
It's fine
Perfectly okay
I can't make a guy fall in love
I have no control of cupids arrows
But I can't lose you
I lost all my favourite people but I can't lose you
I have abandonment issues
And attachment issues
So I could let you go
But it would hurt
And if you left me go
I'd want to die
You are the only guy who has
Known and liked me for me
And I need that
For confidence
And to learn how to trust
And just for love and acceptance
And friendship