The Space Between The Sand And The Sea By Nailinthewall

to you

I know you are sad. I hear it in your voice and the way you play strings better than 30 cities of people. Your music speaks to me. I want you to know that. You're the best friend a depressed girl could have. You use your sadness to light up your life and it makes me feel more inspired to live out mine. So thank you. If I die today, tomorrow and on my 27th birthday remember you were one of my reasons to stay. Even if you never hear from me again. You impacted me in the largest way. I'll never forget you. You made me excited to hear your thoughts and ask questions that I would have wished to say. You gave me confidence in my writing, made my dream of being a writer seem like it could happen and made me feel like I could save a nation. You've made me smile on days I thought of ending it all. You are the one thing in my life that won't change. I'm proud to have known someone so perfect in every way. I felt too much of everything to stay. Especially for my nuclear family and for you. So thank you for being you. I'll try and make it work for you. Because you've done more for me than I have for you. I know you'll wish you got a goodbye from me. So here, goodbye. Live your life happy and full of beauty. It is true that only the good die young. So please find someone perfect to keep by your side until you're 89. Don't ever settle. Live a full life. Don't forget who you were to me.