Have u ever hated somebody so much that you wished he was never alive ?
Have u ever felt so disgusted just by the of the bare existince of that person ?
Have u wished and planed that you'd kill that person in over 500 different way in just under 5 seconds ?
Have u ever felt so disprate to just push that person away from your life or even from a cliff because either ways you'd be satisfied that he's gone ?
Have u ever felt that hell is not even a sutable place for that person and that demons should dig deeper and get him his own place so he can be tortured for eternity wich , according to your humble point of view , is such a short time for you to be satisfied ?
Even though that person is not a killer nor someone special who hated you back or something like that ....
Have you ever felt so anxious about yourself around people and around him?
Have you ever felt so doubting in your decisions while what he only deed was that he tryed to help ?
Have you ever been too bitchy around him just beacause it just feels good to you while he just smiles back making uou feel like he didn't feel like a thousand knives were pearsing his already broken heart ?
And even after all that he is still no angel , he's a human , he makes mistakes but he only wantes to help you cause only a dark soul starving for help is the only thing that can help another broken soul !!!
Have u ever felt all of that towards that person , that much of hate for someone , still u realised at the last moment that ...... U just love him?
I think .....
No, i'm sure that Rose felt like that for me....
