I lost feeling of time , but i could tell that a lot of time passed by without having any contact with her .
Even in class she'd just look at me and feel disgusted or even ashamed that she knew me !
Hate you !!??
Hate me for what ?
For trying to help you ?
I opened up for you through the days , and we had fun talking about a lot of stuff we had no limits and just when i said i'm trying to help you hate me ?
Well, that's ..... Something !!
Almost months passed, and she didn't even care about talking to me ! When i went to talk to her she will say " i hate you , i don't need no help , fuck people i never cared for them and they never cared for me , what made you think i'd like to open up to them?"
I was feeling down not because that hurted me but because my intentions were innocent !
With nothing left to lose , and with intention to apologize i came straight to her and called her to talk a bit ....
" listen Rose i'm sorry that ....
" no , you listen mister ! Who do you think you are saying you want to change me ? I can't change and won't change ! We clear?
" no we're not listen to me .....i like you Rosie!! I can see what you even can't see about yourself just give me the chance to prove it to you , i'll try and if you don't like it .... I'll step out of your life for good !!
Time stoped
Face turned red as a tomato
I could see her breath speeding up and vape coming out while revielling a cute half a smile .....
She stared down at the ground and i got closer to her and without thinking it through i putted my hand on her hair , never notiving how curly and soft it was , brown and shiny ....
" don't worry girl , i got you "
That's when we both realised that we're about to get closer and closer ....... But till then love wasn't an option .......
