68 Days |Fillie|

Millie💚

My head had been completely spinning for a whole week. I couldn't believe how much of a fool I made of myself in front of Iris and Finn. Oh my god, Finn. He doesn't deserve someone like me, I completely lashed out at him for no reason! The best way to end this all is to leave. I know, maybe not the best way, but this place was a living hell to me.

But I made so many wonderful friends, but I have their numbers, we can all get together one day! And Sadie actually lives pretty close to me, so we can hang out all the time! But what about Finn? He lives two hours away from me, and it's not like my parents would let me visit him all the time. How I'm gonna miss him. His beautiful brown eyes, soft, curly hair, sparkling smile, I don't know if I can live without him. But I have to go, I can't spend another day here. When he bursted through the door, I knew this was going to be the hardest thing I would have to do. Leaving someone you love is like someone ripping you heart out of your body and tearing it to pieces.

It's been a week since Finn ran through the door, and I have all my stuff packed. I called my mother telling her I was awfully sick, and after lots of pleading, she finally decided to come pick me up and take me home. All of us were standing awkwardly in the parking lot where I waited for my mother. Finally Gaten speaks up,

"You sure you have to leave?" I could tell he was trying to hold back tears.

"I'm sure. I can't stand being here another day," I sighed.

"We're all gonna miss ya you know," Grace put a hand on my shoulder with tears brimming her eyes.

"It won't be the same here, you didn't talk much but you made us all get along," Caleb added. By then Noah had bursted into tears. Which had caused me to cry and everyone else, except Finn.

He just looked drained, like he hadn't slept in a week, he couldn't hold his head up straight.

"What are we gonna do without our Mills?" Dafne chuckled lightly. We had stopped crying, but still sniffles were to be heard and tears were stained on our cheeks.

"Remember when we played truth or dare? I think that was the first time we all really because friends, especially you two," Gaten said, pointing at me and Finn. I remembered that day like it was yesterday,

Gaten was thinking of a dare. After thirty seconds, he gasped and said,

"I got it! The best dare so far. Okay Mills, I dare you to, kiss one of us handsome guys."

"Ooooooh!" Sadie, Grace, and Dafne said in unison. Once Gaten said the dare, immediately knew who I was kissing. Finn. Without any thought, I leaned over and pressed my lips against his. I could feel electricity run through my body. I've never felt anything like that before. Probably because I've never had my first kiss yet. It was going pretty well, until I felt Finn start to kiss back. I panicked and pulled away from the kiss. I felt my face burn up and Finn's was also.

Just thinking about it made my cheeks blush and a smile to creep upon my face. It was my first kiss, how could I ever forget that day?

"That was quite some night," I said.

"You're welcome by the way, without that none of this would've probably never happened, you'd be too scared to make a move," Gaten stated.

It had been over half an hour, we were all reminiscing over memories and laughing like what was about to happen wasn't going to. A car honked its horn and parked in the nearest spot. It was my mother. She honked again telling me to hurry and put my bags in the trunk. I did as I was told, and said my last goodbyes for a while. I was done hugging Noah when it was Finn's turn. We hadn't spoke at all that day, I figured it was too hard for him.

I held his hands with mine, and spoke slowly, trying not to cry,

"Hey. It's gonna be alright, okay? We can call and FaceTime all the time, and maybe on the weekends we can take turns visiting. I just need it to get in your head that it's going to be okay. I'll still love you forever, even if we do eventually forget about each other." Tears were starting to form and Finn was shaking. He let go of my hands and handed me a piece of folded paper.

"The night I met you, on the bus, I couldn't help but notice that you were staring at my sketchbook. So the night we confessed our feelings, I drew this, for you," he said. I slowly unfolded the paper to see a drawing of a beautiful sunset, just like the one that we saw that night.

It was a mix of beautiful oranges, pinks, purples, and yellows. He had drawn the dock too in black, and I couldn't help but smile to see his initials and a little note on the bottom left corner.

You will always be the sun to my sky, I will forever love and cherish you.
F.W.

This caused me to finally cry and hug Finn so tight I knocked the wind out of him.

"I'll never forget you, Finn Wolfhard," I choked.

"And I'll never forget about you, Millie Brown," he whispered. I let go, and planted a soft, but passionate kiss on his tender lips. Then slowly, I walked away from everyone, and hopped into the front seat of my mother's car.

"Hey honey, were you crying?" My mother asked soothingly.

"Yeah, I made some really good friends," I spoke quietly. The rest of the car ride home was a blur, I didn't think about anything else other than Finn.

Did I make the right choice?

Sorry that seemed rushed, I kinda want to get the book done and over with now, it's been dragged out enough. So this is technically the last chapter, but I'll have an epilogue soon (not) and then that'll be it.