Rant book

10; Bath Bombs

When i still lived on the island i used to walk to the mall.
It was about 5km away from my house but on the walk id blast music and sing.
At that mall i had three favorite stores.
HMV (when it was still open)
Sunrise Records (which replaced HMV)
And Lush.
Lush was great because i loved the bathbombs.
Everytime i got money id go and buy bathbombs.
One particular night i wanted to use my intergalactic bathbomb i think thats the name.
It was blue and had bits of yellow and pink in it.
It made the water look like a blue sparkly mermaid tail.
That day i was feeling sad and at that time suicide was always on my mind.. well when i logged on that night i had about 20 notifications.
From you and him.
It was october 16th.
Well you thought i killed myself.
You "pulled your lifeline"
I started to sob and downloaded skype where i then called him.
He yelled at me.
He said it was my fault. He was angry.
I knew it was my fault. He hung up and i continued to get in the bath with my bathbomb.
Well about 5-10 minutes later you texted me.
I thought you were dead. I was in tears again and he called me apologizing and yelling about how you werent dead how your heart was beating once every two minutes. That you were dead.
It was a miracle.
We laughed as i called you a zombie.
I told you maybe you were a guardian Angel..
He said maybe it just wasnt my time to go.
I was so happy he was alive
But now i kinda wish he wasnt.
He knew i loved bathbombs because i sent him pictures all the time.
I sent him a picture of the water that night and he made a joke.
He said when he dies he will join me in a bath with a bath bomb
Of course i mentioned the
Sex bomb. A pink and purple bathbomb with a rose on top.
I have used that bath bomb once before and i absolutely hate it.
I never buy it anymore because of him
I hardly use bathbombs anymore as it is.
But thats all im gonna say for now.

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Okay why is this almost at 50 reads. Why do people care about my problems lmao
December 29th 2017