Rant book

4; mistakes

So in the past I have made multiple mistakes with the same person well I mean people and it has been over a year and I'm still trying to get these people who have hurt me and who have done me wrong back into my life but that's the thing I'm naive and I don't understand where to stop but I made so many memories with these people it's hard to let go and realize that they've moved on and that they have made so many mistakes but don't try to fix them like I do and I'm not trying to point fingers as I'm not mentioning names but if you know me you'll know who I'm talking about it's sad when someone will you songs and stories and music and movies against you knowing one day you're going to find out all these references and ask yourself was any of this really real how much of this how much of all the stuff you told me was fake

How many times do the most meaningful things you'd say to me we're just references to songs or other things like that

And I know people make mistakes as I have made many and still do I just wish that these people would own up to their mistakes and finally tell the truth but as I've come to realize that they will never do so because they are scared of getting exposed from all the shit they've caused in mine and other people's lives.

I see now that I'm getting carried away so I'm just going to end it there until next time when we talk about something else I despise

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December 26th 2017