Rant book

8; Crash

The chapter everyones been waiting for.
The crash
Im not gonna say much about this topic because ill start to cry but lets jump in

October 8th 2016 8:16pm
I believe this was the day patrick cheated on spencer and by cheated i mean cuddled with his ex because he was being a jerk.
Well you.. you were furious and blocked me.
You texted me throughout the day saying
"Midnight" i was confused and he didnt tell me shit
Well i went and laid down at 7:30 just so i could be online when midnight came around.
You texted me at 8 saying it was midnight somewhere
You called me lovely.
I was happy.
He laughed as i was squealing texting him.
You told me you were driving and we argued for a few minutes about you texting and driving.
After a minute or so i just stopped replying because i wanted you safe.
You started keyboard smashing amd i was confused i thought you saw something cute but when i saw the message saying you crashed i immediately texted him telling him what you told me.
My head was spinning
I started to sob.
I didnt know what to do.
I thought i lost you.
I didnt want to lose you.
But now as i write this over a year later i wish i wouldve lost you.

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December 27th 2017