BTS One Shots [Discontinued]

How Do You Love Someone (Taekook)

I sigh and look around the hallway around my locker. Mom wanted a new life, away from my dad. I don't know what happened but apparently after 15 years without him, he shows up again. This time, to say that I'm not a man and started beating me. Mom told me that he left because she was happy with someone else and he didn't want to deal with it. That's why we moved again. Although, I've grown to distrust my mom. 

"Hey, new kid. You're pretty cute. What's your name?" I look at the person talking to me. He has blonde hair that is slightly curly. He's also shorter than me.

"I'm Jungkook, but does that matter?" The boy looks at me with surprise. 

"I'm Jimin, the class president. I heard that you're in my class and I was just coming to help." I nod but look away from him. I don't want to deal with anyone right now. I just want to go home away from everyone. Especially from my mom. 

Momma never told me how to love
Daddy never told me how to feel
Momma never told me how to touch
Daddy never showed me how to heal
Momma never set a good example
Daddy never held momma's hand
Momma found everything hard to handle
Daddy never stood up like a man

"He's staring at you again." I look up at Jimin. 

"Who?" 

"That Pan Jinyoung. Is something going on between you?" 

I shake my head. "Not that I know of. I noticed that he's been staring at me a lot but I don't know why. Also, explain why you brought me here?" 

"I'm having my best friend and my two boyfriends come over so you won't have just me." My eyes widen at his statement while he giggles and smiles. 

"Two boyfriends? Do they know of each other?" 

He nods. "Yeah, they're the ones who suggested this relationship. It was weird at first, but I'm fine with it now. I just love both of them so much." 

Love. That one feeling I can't seem to understand and feel. 

"Hey, Jimin. You must be Jungkook. I'm Taehyung." I look up and see a male standing there. I smile politely and nod. 

I've walked alone, broken
Emotionally frozen
Getting it on
Getting it wrong

I found out why Pan Jinyoung wanted to talk to me. He confessed to me the next day saying that he fell in love with me, hard. That word always hurts me and I don't understand why it does. But I accepted him and told him I felt the same. My first lie towards the boy.

Right now, Jinyoung's sitting across from me and smiling at me. He wanted us to go out on a date and I couldn't say no. 

"Kookie, what's your family like?" I pretend to think about it.

"My dad works in another city so I don't see him that much. My mom works at the hospital so she works a lot. Sometimes I don't see her for days, she's so busy." My second lie. 

My dad does work in another city...my mom doesn't work at the hospital. She's a stripper at a nightclub. She doesn't come home for days sometimes because she went home with a customer. Other times, she comes home with a guy from the club. 

He nods and smiles. "I would like to meet your parents sometime. You know, my heart is beating so fast. Is yours?" 

I instantly nod, telling my third lie for the day. I don't know what it's like for your heart to beat really fast around someone. 

"I love you Kookie." 

"I... I love you too Jinyoung." Fourth lie.

How do you love someone
Without getting hurt
How do you love someone
Without crawling in the dirt
So far in my life
Clouds have blocked the sun
How do you love, how do you love someone
How do you love, how do you love someone