BTS One Shots [Discontinued]

I Still Want You - Jimin

This is a warning. There is going to be some mentioning of starving oneself and self-harming. I think I've put this in another chapter but if you're having suicidal thoughts or hurting yourself in any way, please tell someone you trust. They can help you.

"Jimin? Babe, are you here?" I ask as I look around the seemingly empty apartment. I guess he's not here. I sigh and run a hand through my hair. He seems to be very busy lately.

I decided to call Taehyung but he also had no idea where Jimin was. As I was about to leave the apartment to go look for Jimin, he walks through the door. "Sorry I was late, (Yn)." He seems really exhausted.

I let out a breath of relief and give him a smile. "I'm glad you're just home, Jiminie. How - how was your day." He nods.

"It was good. I was practicing a new dance. I'm just really tired."

"Then I can make dinner while you take a shower?"

He gives me a small smile. "It's fine. I already ate. But the shower sounds nice. Thank you, (Yn)." My smile falters a little bit but I nod.

"Of course. Uh, after your shower, make sure you sleep, ok?"

He doesn't answer as he walks past me going to the bathroom. When he closes the door, I frown. Jimin has been acting really weird lately. My first thought was that he was cheating but he hasn't shown up with hickeys or the smell of another girl's perfume.

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"Hey, kitten. Sorry I was so distant last night. I was just really tired." Jimin says as I walk into the kitchen, looking for coffee. He hands me coffee with a smile on his face. Even though he has some breakfast foods around him, something still feels off.

"It's fine, Jiminie. Do you want me to make you breakfast?"

He shakes his head. "I already did. And don't worry, I ate. I had a few of your muffins." He looks at his phone. "Ah, I have to work on the dance some more. Love you." He places a kiss on my cheek before he leaves the apartment.

I sigh and look in the cupboard, noticing that all of my muffins are still in there. I look at the closed door in confusion. "Why'd he lie to me? Maybe he had something else or he made some more." I know I'm trying to convince myself why he's lying but I can't help but get a bad feeling about all of this.

I grab a piece of bacon that Jimin made and smile at it. He made it the way I like it. The smile instantly falls though. Maybe he is cheating on me. Maybe he's just really good at hiding it. Showering at her place?

I shake my head and start eating. I wish Jimin would have eaten with me. It would have made me feel better but I just can't help but feel like I'm not good enough for him.

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After a few hours I get a call from Hoseok. "(Yn)? Can you come pick Jimin up?"

"What's wrong?" I instantly freak out.

"I don't know. He said he's feeling extremely weak and dizzy."

"I'm on my way. Please don't make him do any more work, got it?"