BTS One Shots [Discontinued]

Your Anpanman - BTS

Quick warning: there are mentions of suicide so if you are not comfortable with that, please don't read.

I wake up to my phone ringing. I groan and turn over, hoping that it'll stop but once it continues for another 5 minutes, I finally answer it. "Yes? Who is it?"

I hear a familiar chuckle and I let out a soft smile. "Were you seriously asleep that long?"

"You know it, Jonghyun. Whatcha need?"

"Do you want to hang out today? Minho is having a friend and his friends come over, and sadly, I don't want to be left alone. Although, I think you do know them."

I yawn. "Who? Is it the boys?"

"Yeah! Them. Do you want to come over then?"

"Sure buddy."

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I wake up and my phone is ringing. I don't hesitate to pick it up. "It's (Yn)."

"Oh god, (Yn). You need to get to the hospital. Now." It's Jonghyun's sister.

I start getting ready. "Why? What's going on?"

"Jonghyun..." she pauses and I hear her crying. "He tried to commit suicide. I don't know if he succeeded but he's at the hospital." I gasp and grab my keys. I don't care what I look like.

"Is Minho and the others on their way?"

"I'll call them now. I knew you had to know first." She hangs up and I speed my way to the hospital.

Once I get there, I run to the front desk. "Please tell me what room Kim Jonghyun is in." The receptionist nods and tells me what room, causing me to sprint towards it.

When I get there, Jonghyun is in the bed, unconscious. I see his sister sitting next to him. She looks up at me. "You're here. You can have some alone time with him. I already said my goodbyes." I nod, trying to swallow the lump in my throat.

Once she leaves, I sit down next to him and grab his hand. "Jonghyun. You promised. You promised you wouldn't leave me with my thoughts. Why didn't you tell me what was going on? You know I would've helped. Apparently, this is our last time together... I could've done more for you. I'm so sorry. You will always be my bestest friend, no matter what people say. I hope you know that." I kiss his knuckles and bend my head.

All of a sudden, the machine starts going crazy. I look at it and notice that he's starting to flatline. Tears quickly flood my eyes and fall down my face. "Jonghyun. Please. Stay with me, your sister, your friends. Please..." My voice breaks off from the crying and soon the machine shows his heart beat is gone.

Nurses burst into the room and tell me that I need to get out. Once I get out of the room, I felt the need to get out. I try to walk to the exit, but I stumble. Someone catches me, which turns out to be Minho. I look up at him and he sees the tears on my face. "Oh god, he's...?" I look away from him and start sobbing.

"I bet it's my fault. I should've been there for him more. I should've been a better friend. I should've been there with him when he was about to commit suicide. I...Why?" Minho falls to his knees, holding me, as he sobs on my shoulder.

"It's not your fault, (Yn). Please don't blame yourself..."

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"(Yn)? Can we come in?" I ignore the sound of my brother, Jin, knocking on the door.

"Leave me alone." I hear the door slowly open, revealing my brother and his 7 best friends.