Bts Deceived [COMPLETED]

Chapter 38

LAURA'S POV
When we arrived at the house, I made up my mind. I was going to stay behind. I had to fight back my tears. I could cry over a movie, but not this. I wouldn't allow myself to. I needed to stay strong.
As Jimin unlocked the door and stepped inside, I looked away from him and tried to cover the side of my face with my hair. My eyes were overflowing with water, everything was so blurry, but I refused to blink because then tears would fall down my cheeks. I couldn't bare to look at him, knowing that I would be leaving him. I needed to start letting go, the faster it happened the better. I needed to forget everything we've been through, it would be too painful to hold on to.
When we got in, Jungkook greeted us. "Hey, you guys were out forever-"
"I need to go to the bathroom." I said almost instantly. I took my exit and speed walked to the downstairs bathroom. I passed Namjoon and he tried to say hi but I rushed past him, locking myself in the small room. When I was finally alone, I allowed myself to cry, to sob. I sank to the ground, hugging my knees and burying my face. I kept it silent, I allowed no one to hear my suffering.
After a few minutes I calmed down, but wasn't ready to come out, and I had a feeling no one was going to rush me. I could hear loud whispering outside, like arguing. Jimin probably told them what he told me, and they didn't seem to be happy about it. I could make out a few things in their conversation.
"When did we decide we were going to give her a fucking option??"
"I know we didn't, but we can't control this! We can't choose for her! If she wants to stay, then we have to let her."
"Jimin, you're just saying all that good-guy stuff because you're assuming that she's gonna choose to stay. But what if she doesn't? There's a big chance that she actually wants to go back to her family, what are you gonna do then? Cry? Regret?"
"Yoongi is right, you didn't think this through. Why do you think she's crying right now? It's probably because she's deciding to stay."
"None of that is true! I gave her a choice for a reason! So she could stay if she wanted to! If that's what she's already decided then I'm going to respect her decision. You're all just being greedy asses!"
"Jimin's right! You all-"
"Don't go fucking siding with him, Taehyung!"
I heard a shove, an object falling. Their quiet, controlled argument is turning into a fight. I heard yelling and hitting, moving around. I could only understand a little bit of what they were saying, and I could tell things were getting more violent.
"THAT'S WHAT YOU FUCKING SAID AT THE BEGINNING-"
"DON'T BRING PERSONAL SHIT INTO THIS-"
"GOD DAMN IT NAMJOON YOU ALWAYS MAKE THINGS SO COMPLICATED!!"
"It's not for us to decide!!"
"You think I wanted it to come to this?!"
"THESE GIRLS ARE FUCKING CHANGING ALL OF YOU!! I SWEAR TO GOD I'LL KILL THEM BOTH-"
I couldn't tell who screamed that last sentence but things got even louder after that. I couldn't let this happen, I can't let myself get between these boys, they're family. I can't ruin that.
I unlocked the door to the bathroom and ran out, I ran right to the living room where everything was taking place. All the guys were there. Taehyung was beating up Yoongi while Hoseok held Yoongi down. At the same time, Jin tried to stop Taehyung, so Jimin started fighting Jin. Namjoon tried to break them apart while Jungkook was trying to get J-Hope off Suga. It was a fucking mess.
Despite how scared I was, I found a voice in me. "STOP!! STOP ALL OF THIS!!" I screamed as loud as I could. Jimin noticed me first and immediately rushed to my side. He harshly grabbed my wrist and tried to drag me away from the scene but I yanked my arm away from him. I ran to Yoongi, who was getting beaten the worst. I grabbed Taehyung's shoulders and roughly pushed him off Suga. That surprised Hoseok so he let go of him too. Suga struggled to stand up, and his face was bloody. I stood in front of him.
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!!" I yell, getting everyone's attention. Everyone stopped fighting. All you could hear was panting and heavy breathing. I was about to keep talking, but all of a sudden I heard a click behind me and felt the barrel of a gun being pressed against my skull.
Jimin didn't even hesitate for a second before pulling his gun out too, pointing it right at Suga's head. It went silent besides Yoongi's bitter cackle.
"So it's really come down to this, you pick a girl over your best friend, the one you've known for almost all your life." He said, spitting a wad of blood to the floor.
Jimin's eyes were opened wide. "Put the gun down, Yoongi."
"Or what? You'll shoot me? You'll fucking shoot me?" He snapped. He laughed again, with no amusement. "You bastard... YOU BASTARD!!!" He screamed, silencing even the panting. Time stopped. "What did we swear at the beginning of all this? Do you remember?" He asked, pushing the weapon in my head, causing me to stumble. Jimin flinched, but kept his eyes on Yoongi. When he kept staying silent, Suga screamed "ANSWER ME!!"
"That we would never betray eachother." Jimin said, keeping a steady voice.
Suga paused. "And look at you now, pointing a gun at my head."
"You put your gun down and I do the same. Drop it, Yoongi."
"Don't tell me what to do. I'll do whatever the hell I want!" He pushed me hard with the gun and I fell to much knees. I wasn't going to be able to hold myself up much longer anyway, my legs were shaking too much. Sweat beaded at my head. I was so scared.
"I don't know what happened to all of you, but things aren't the same anymore. Namjoon doesn't know what the fuck he's doing, Jimin and Taehyung are being blinded with an artificial romance, Jungkook's busy paying attention to his girlfriend to put any work into this business, Jin kills on sight without thinking which just causes more problems for us, and all this mother fucking time is being wasting with lessons and workouts. This isn't a game! Nobody seems to see that!! I'm fucking done taking everyone's shit! If I have to kill William myself I'll do it without a second thought!! I'm so tired of all of you bastards. Kwon Ji-Yong was a better killer than this whole gang."
After his monologue, he pulled the trigger on his gun and a bullet flew right past my head, making me scream. Right away, thinking that Yoongi actually shot me, Jimin pulled his trigger too and just barely missed Suga- probably on purpose. Suga threw his gun on the floor with great force, messing up the wood. With that, he burst out of the living room and out of the house, slamming the door harder than I'd ever be capable of. Jin ran after him, along with Hoseok (which is a little odd considering he was just helping Taehyung beat him up). The remaining people in the room were silent, unmoving.
I started to get so dizzy, and it was way too hot in this room. I look at the floor which has blood on it.
What have I done?