With the New Year fast approaching,
I have been thinking about change.
A change for good.
But what holds me back?
I have time to meet my goals,
I want to reach my goals,
But there are always nagging thoughts.
Why try?
Why bother?
It won't work anyway.
What I really want to change,
Is my mind.
I want to be okay with myself.
I want to get close to people.
I want to trust.
I want to be as amazing as
They try to convince me I am.
But my thoughts always hold me back.
Wouldn't it be amazing to think,
Okay mind, bad attitude,
Fix it cause today is gonna be
a good day.
Wouldn't that be just wonderful?
But that's not how it works.
Changing your thoughts,
The very process that has been
Embedded within you,
Is a very difficult, very conscious change.
I wish so badly it wasn't.
I wish it was easy to be happy
All the time.
Or even most of the time,
But it's not.
It's something you have to work for,
You have to have a real desire for it,
Or you will never obtain it.
But I want to be happy,
I want to change it,
I want to lead a good life and
Achieve my goals.
So I will do my very best,
And I hope you can make a conscious
Effort towards a happier life,
Or help someone close to you.
Know it won't be easy,
But you are never alone.
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Writings to the Moon
PoetryMy readers are the witnesses to these jumbled thoughts that crash and collide in my head, that my fingers from the letters to words that work their way into sentences that become stories and tales for your brain to pull apart into sentences and word...
