Do you even know I'm alive?....

•6 Weekend (p3)

Mins later....
Ski: So....
Me: Why were y'all looking at me weird?
Ski: Because you were shirtless and yo phone was blowing up with thirsty ass dudes. And I opened your phone while it was laying on my bed and the first thing that popped up was porn.
Me: Ohhhh. Even X can tell you, and nigga you know I'm a porn addict.
Ski: I thought you were playing.
Me: Nah, I'm a deadass addict.
I laughed.
X: Also, you didn't delete my dick pics.
Me: How far were y'all in my phone?
Ski: Deep ashit.
X: Like your....
Me: Lies you tell. You know my shit ain't deep.
Ski: Be honest. Is it?
X: I can't even lie, it's tight and just amazing.
Me: Exactly. Now change of subject matter... What are we doing Stokes.
Ski: I honestly don't know.
My phone buzzed. I got a text from an old, old friend.
Fuck U- Can we meet up? I wanna talk?
- Whatever, where?
Fuck U- Meet me at our bench.
- Ard.
Me: Well my old bitch ass friend wants to "talk" so could you take me.
Ski: X could you drive?
X: Sure. Where?
Me: To the bench.
X: The bench I bent you over on and fucked You hard on. The same one we carved our-
Me: Yes. Now would you shut the fuck up.
X: Just tryna bring back great memories.
Me: I'm still fucking mad at your bitch ass.
Ski: Okay let's go.
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We pull up to the pond, and I walk to the bench and X and Ski go some where else.
I see my old friend, Nahmir.

Nahmir: Wassup mama, how you been?
Me: Nigha What the fuck yo bitch ass want?
Nahmir: When did I become a bitch?
Me: When you played me, that when. I don't even know why I even came here.
Nahmir: Look, Baby I miss you.
Me: Okay, that's your problem.
Nahmir: I know you and X-
Me: We broke up.
Nahmir: So you're single.
Me: Nope.
Nahmir: How?
Me: I'm dating Ski.
I lied.
Nahmir: Prove That shit.
I called Ski and he brought X.
Fuck.
Me: Hey Daddy.
I said and then both looked weird.
I grabbed Ski and X was confused.
Nahmir: I know you're lying bruh.
Me: How?
I kissed him passionately as fuck, I just used the mindset of when I had a crush on him and kissed him if it was that time.
He kissed back and we got lost in the kiss and he lifted me up on the bench.
Me: Ski! Okay, okay, babe. Is that enough proof.
Nahmir: Bruh whatever.
He got up and left.
Me: Stoke, sorry to use you like that in a lie but I had t-
He just went back to kissing me. During the kiss, I look at X confused.
He looks back confused but then Ski starts kissing my neck.
Me: Ski. The lie is o-
Ski: Look, you started something. What may that be? I don't know, I just know I want you. Right now. X do you mind?
X: I'll just be in the car.
I looked at X with this 'nigga no' look. Not because I didn't wanna fuck Ski, I do but that would fuck yo our relationship.
He was deep into the making out thing until I said
Me: Ski.
Ski: What Solana?
Me: We can't.
Ski: Why not? I know you're attracted to me and I am to you. So why fight it.
Me: Because we're friends and friends that fuck don't ever end out well.
Ski: We can change that.
He said pulling me towards him.
Me: Stawwwwp.
Ski: I know you and when you say it like that, you really mean go.
Me: For real though, we can't.
Ski: What if I say I love you.
Me: You don't really mean it when you're saying it now, so no.
I stud up and walk away. We walked to the car and he just kept staring me down. He smacked my butt before I got in the car and I just wanted him so bad.... then the radio started playing...
Ybn Nahmir - Rubbin Off The Paint.
Me: How ironic?
Nahmir: How?
Me: Wait What the fuck?

Ski's Pov.
Solana has been sleep for a while. She must be having a nightmare.
Solana: Ski! Fuck.
Is she having a wet dream about me?
Solana: Stawwwppp.
Solana: Wait What the fuck.
She woke up.
Me: You good vro. Nightmare?
Solana: Kinda. We almost fucked.
Me: Oh. But we going to my friend place.
Solana: Okay.
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Solana Pov.
We pull up to this apartment complex.
We walk to the place and some skinny guy opens the door.
Ski: This Wifi or weef.

He looks at me and smiles instantly.
Me: Hello.
Wifi: You fucked up that? X What the fuck?
X: Nigga fuck y'all, how many times do I gotta say sorry.
Me: Until I can forget the pain, jack ass.
X: You didn't really love me.
Me: Says who? You were the only real or at least I thought real person there for me 24/7, but I guess you were more for her.
Anyways hi.
X: Don't get yo ass beat?
Me: By Who? Your bitch? Cause I bet I can beat that bitches ass and yours too.
X: You know damn well you couldn't beat me.
Me: Try me.
Ski: Bruh shut the fuck up.
Wifi: Don't bring that shit in my place Okay. My girl is tired as fuck.
Me: Are you loyal?
Wifi: Yes Why?
Me: X might wanna take notes.
X: Why can't you just drop it?
Me: Cause I still fucking love yo bitch ass. I don't know why I would still love a lying, cheating, asshole who only cares about himself, and the next person to fuck up but weirdly you made me love even when I thought I had no one so fuck you and that bitch how bout that.
I looked at him deep in his eyes, lemme mind you, we haven't even got inside the door.
X grabbed my chin and kissed me passionately.
I instantly wanted him then and there.
Ski: Well it was nice stoping by. I'm just gonna drop her off.
X: Drop me off at hers as well.
He looked at me deviously.
Ski: Lana?
Me: Sure, he couldn't do much.
I look back at him deviously.
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