"Do you even know I'm alive?"
To summarize the trip to my momma's house.... She has cancer, breast cancer. I tried my best to convince her to let me stay with her to help, but she wouldn't let me. Of course, she has to be stuborn. She forced me out the house, telling me "Go to your husband or husands, I don't know", this is where I get m balls from.
So now, I'm driving back and it's late so the oys should either be out or at the hotel. Ski should be at the hotel, he never told me he had plans or was going so since we're going to be alone for once, I thought I should get him something...
I pull in the parking lot, then enterin the hotel... I get my key card and enter the room and I' shocked at what I see...
Two girls, naked. Ski, naked. So basically he decided to cheat on me, by having a threesome...
I see him and grab my luggage, thank the lord I didn't unpack. I leave and if you can't tell, Im mad, sad, confused, and just suprised. I go to Jahseh's room. I knock.
X~ Lana what you want?
As soon as he said that I bursted out in tears.
He grabs me, close and locks the door, gets me tissue, and tells me "what can I do?"
~Can you tell me why you and Ski cheat? Is it fun hurting people to yall? Would yall rather have a 'Do anything', 'Not caring girl', do ya'll not care about feelings, or is it me?
X~ Look, I'm sorry for everything and anything I did to you, and I bet Ski feels the same. He doesn't wanna hurt the one he loves. Trust me Ski loves you, and since we're on the topic of love, I do too.
~Are you serious? Nether of you really love, me. I'm not convinced. But I am convinced that you bot aren't healthy, good, or benefical for me. I can't do this shit anymore. I'm so fucking tired of falling for someone and they fuck me over. Tell Ski I said goodbye, and thanks for trying to help. Bye.
I grabbed my things and get an uber. Ski sees me and pulls me.
Ski~ Baby, I'm sorry. Don't leave, I love you.
~No the fuck you don't. Stop fucking messing with me.
Ski~ Solana we all makes mistakes, stop acting like you're perfect.
~MY MOM HAS CANCER! Do you even know I'm alive? Or do you even care? You out of all people shouldn't be telling me how to act. Ski, fuck you. I don't want to hear from you ever again. Lose my existance in your mind. I guess it was nice being with the most heart breaking people know. Bye.
I hop in the car and drive off.
