... Finally I'm home after dealing with that bullshit... I should've known not to trust them, all they have done was lie to me constantly but my gracious giving heart had faith... I thought I could trust them... I don't even know what to do, maybe I need to get away... A VACATION!!! but... with who? All of my friends have lied, and shown how untrustworthy they are, and I don't like going to places alone, maybe it's time for a change... New York it is🤷🏾♀️. ••• *looking for hotels in New York* hmm, New York is not cheap, but then again how long does it take to get there? 3 hours? Not too bad, I guess I'm driving to New York, tomorrow, stupid to plan a last minute trip and just move so quick but I need space. As I pack my bags, I find Ski's hat, seeing it damn near pissed me off... I burned it on the stove and threw it out my window. It felt so amazing to do, it's like releasing the anger I have against him. I place all my bags for this 3-day trip, in the trunk and tell myself "maybe this is destiny, maybe you belong there" and push myself to driving off... ••• Hours Later ••• NEW YOOOORRRKKK
I pull up to my hotel, park, and go to my room. It's packed over here, I don't mind but at least it cool. It's late though, I need to get some food.
I walk to the McDonald's across the street and get sone quick food, and I check my phone. I see one of the fan pages tagged me in a post. "I know I don't see what I think I see", it's a video of me from the party singing... ITS GOING VIRAL?!? I get another tag, it's a screenshot of Ski's comment (I couldn't see it because I blocked him 🙃), it says "new york, we on our way". Bitch you gotta be fucking kidding me. I just can't escape this man... I go back home and just go to sleep and just don't worry about it because this is a big city. I'm sure we won't cross paths. •• Next day... Shopping? Yes ma'am 😎 5th Avenue is the first place I go, just to splurge. As I'm shopping, I see this guy.
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He hops out his car with his friends and one of them say "aye Brent, what we doing after this?" He replies "I don't know, we'll see, maybe food or hang out, but I'm not s—" He pauses and looks at me. I don't why he looked my way, I look boring and casual.
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He walks closer to me and says, "Hey miss" I smile and reply, "Hello sir, may I help you". "Yes, by giving me your number and being apart of my life" he says trying to holla at me. "Ok sir that was cute, I'll give it to you but before I do, what's you're name?" I ask, even though I heard his friend call him Brent. "It's Brent and how about you?" "Lana, also I love your hair" I see looking at his fro. "Thank you, I love everything about you" Not gone lie, he made me blush, he's sweet so I had to give him my number. "Ima call you later today but until I do, what you doing out here by yourself" "Oh I'm just down here shopping, I'm not from here nor do I live here" "So you're a tourist, wow, do you need someone to show you around, ya know, I don't want you to be hurt out here by yourself" "Who said I was by myself sir" "Are you?" "Yes but until I get to know you, there will be no showing me around no where sir but don't forget to hit me" I say as I get to my car. "Trust me, I won't." ••• I get back home and just think about him, that boy cute and he's just mmm... *buzz buzz* goes my phone I check it and I think it's Brent. -wassup, you remember me from earlier today?
I wait a little to respond, I shower and get in my robe. I finally respond -yes sir I do, I see you ain't forget - You know I couldn't forget about you - yea whatever, but how are you? - good, but I was wondering if you wanted to come to this club with me and some friends? - go to the club with a complete stranger? idk sir -im performing, i thought it would be a nice way to introduce myself by bringing you into what it's like to live my life. - ok then i guess ill go, where and when? - im not gone let you go to the club by yourself and search for me. Ima pick you up, so send me the addy and be ready around 7:45pm - okay, Brent. The address is ***************** but i can't promise ill be punctual. -you better be ma'am because im interested by you but you can't interfere with my money so please be on time, plus it shouldn't take much time, you too pretty. - thank you, and I will try, see you soon🙃 -ok, can't wait to see you
I get dressed and ready, and I'm so glad I brought a taser because i don't who he is or whatever but at least I'll be prepared.
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I got real cute and did a bit of a lot but I just wanted to look really cute for him. Well it's 7:40 so I'm gonna go downstairs and wait for him in the lobby. ••• - wya sir? -so you are punctual, good. but miss thing im down the street and it's 7:43. - so, see that's problem one, keep it up and we gone fight in that car and watch you perform with a black eye -no ma'am, my security won't let that happen so no beating me up miss😌 - whatever, anyways hurry u fine ass nigga - ok miss, I like that -🙃 As him and I are texting, I notice I'm smiling, oh hell no... I hope this don't go far because I'm gonna be gone in 2 days. Maybe I could stay? I don't know, but I think I see him outside so I get up. "Is that a fine ass girl name Lana looking as beautiful as ever?" he said looking at me with a grin. Gave me butterflies 😳 . "Yes it is, and is that Brent with a sexy ass voice and sexy ass lips, looking okay I guess" I joke "Wow so you just gone do me like that", we laugh as we walk to the car to get to the venue. "I'm kidding you look good" I say As Brent opens the car door for me, I hear "Solana?" and it's Jah voice... all I could think is "FUCK". I ignore it and just hope Brent does too. "LANA!!" Says Jah coming towards the car. "Jah what are y'all doing here, I take a vacation to get away from y'all and—" "This your boyfriend" Brent cuts me off "No, old friend. We can go, don't wanna keep you up" I say rolling up my window. We drive off and my mood is blown, Brent notices. "Are you sure he's not, is he your ex or something?" Brent asks "Yea from years ago but I came here to get away from them, it's just stupid drama that's all but trust me you don't have to worry about it" After I said that, the ride was quiet... shit.
Authors note: I don't know if I'm coming back or if I'm just bored and insomnia won't let me sleep but this is a long ass chapter and I don't know if anyone is gonna read it but enjoy 🙂