He pulls me away from him and looks into my eyes.
"Lana what's wrong?" He asks
"I want to get back with Ski, honestly. Don't tell him I told him that because I'm not gonna get back with him. We aren't compatible but I wish we were or I wish he was ready." I explain
"Maybe you don't need to be together to enjoy each other's company. Maybe friends? Obviously you really miss him and it's taking a toll of your emotions ." He suggests
"No, seeing him is already causing heart aches" I decline.
"Well what are you gonna do? Do you want to be with someone else? Maybe he isn't the one? Maybe you're right, but do you want to be with someone else?" He asks leaving me in confusion.
I'm choked up by that question, leaving me staring in confusion deep into his eyes. (We're really close) As I look into his eyes more, I see what I saw when we were together. The love, the joy, the fun, everything. Happiness.
I kiss him. Not regretting it afterwards
He kisses back.
We continuously keep kissing them I pull away, looking into his eyes again.
He stands up and licks his lips.
"What the fuck did you just do?" He asks
"I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself." I explain
"Do you still-?"
"No" I cut him off
"I was just in the moment, at least that's what I think." I explain.
I'm stuck.
