"You're awfully quiet is everything ok?" Kevin asks with a concerned expression, it was a 20 minutes drive home and it started drizzling.
"I'm fine?" I manage to say and force a smile.
Dude what is happening to me?
I guess the thought of Neil hurt too much and I know that it was stupid to still be thinking about him after we split but he was my first crush and I couldn't forget him that easily, even if it had been 8 months after our breakup.
And I still had that stupid infinity necklace he gave me, for some reason I couldn't bring myself to throw it.
Suddenly a weird noise starts to come from the hood of the car.
"Kevin? Is just me or do you hear that too."
"I can hear it too." he says. "I think it's from the engine." he pulls over and goes to check the car.
Oh god I wanted to be alone and the car had to break down and I was stuck with Kevin.
Not that I hated him or anything, believe me if it was some other time I would be so happy, I mean who wouldn't want to be stuck with the school hottie but I wanted to be alone.
God could this get any worse?
I check my phone to see the time it's 4:04 and my battery is almost dead. Almost like 12%. Great.
My heart sort of sinks when I see that I didn't even have a text from mom; I half wished that my mom called to check up on me but my mom sucked at being a mom.
I got out of the car, it was pouring now.
"WHAT HAPPENED?" I shout to be heard over the sound of the beating of the rain.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" he shouts. "YOU'LL GET SICK GO BACK IN."
"ITS FINE." I reply. "WHAT HAPPENED?"
"THE ENGINES BUSTED AND I TRIED CALLING FOR HELP BUT THERE IS NO SIGNAL ON MY PHONE." I check my phone to see if I have signal on my phone but just then my phone's battery dies. Yes it dies right then.
This is why I have trust issues.
"LETS GET IN THE CAR." he shouts, we are drenched by then and I realize how I cold I am.
I'm actually shivering when I get in the car. " I would offer you my coat b-but..." he gestures at himself. I smile at his futile attempt at trying to lighten the mood.
"T-there's that smile." I roll my eyes trying to cover my blush and smile.
Kevin looks so cute his hair is messy and he's slightly shivering but he manages to pull off that look and his shirt is sticking to his body so I can vaguely see his abs.
I shake the thought off immediately.
What's wrong with me? Since when do you notice things like that?
"I don't mean to add to the horrible mood but were you sad because of that guy you talked about in the park?" my smile falls.
"I-I'm sorry that I keep bringing that up but you looked so sad and it kills me to see you that way." he clenches his teeth (not because he's angry btw) and gives a small smile. "God it's cold."
I get a weird feeling in my stomach when he says that. Not that he feels cold, but you know when he said it kills him to see me sad.
"It's ok and yeah it was about him but I don't want to talk about it if you don't mind." I say tentatively afraid I might upset him.
