Emma's POV
I sow the truck driving against me and is just 50 meters from me, I was in shock and couldn't run and just stood there and stairet at the truck. A minutt later i felt a sharp pain in my body but it didn't take long time before i heat the groend and every thing went black.
I woke up in the hospital later and didn't see any body there , exept from a boy maybe to or three years older than me sitting in a chair with his head in his hand , when I tried to sit up the bed it made a loud sound so the boy came out of dream world.
''Are you okay, do you feel any pain? I'm so sorry I didn't meant to heat yo sorry'' he said very fast that it was hard to get much of what he said.
''Oh, I'm fine, but what happend?'' I asked and felt a sharp pain in my head .
''You was just in the way and i couldn't stop the truck befor I heat you and i promise it wasn't the meaning'' he said atill very worried.
''Is my family here?'' i asked '' It is not you fault after 21 year I should have teached that I can't just run in the way'' i said with a smile but with every movement I felt a bomb exploding in my body.
''The doctors didn't found any telephoen our cart so we couldn'r find you parents number, we trought you was a american girl who had escape from home '' he said '' I'm Arminas by the way, Arminas bejikis'' he added with a smile.
''american escaper '' i said and looked iwerd at him ''No,no I just forgor my phone at a ex friend '' i said and looked down ''Nice to meet you, I'm Emma''I said adn for the first time I sow that my fot was broken and so was my left hand and lots of scare in my face.
''Do you want me to call your paernts or ex friend or boyfriend''He asked.
''NO'' I almostly screamed , and than I trought of Alexander '' Well, there is one I can call''I said.
''Here , you can borrow my phone, it's the least I can do after doing this to you'' he said and gave me his phoen that was a samsung galaxy somehting else.
''Thanks, and again it wasn't you fault'' I said and smiled , and took his phone and dialed Alexanders number and hold it with my right hand into my ear '' Hey Alex, It's Emma i said'' and was actully aboud to hung up , he could't do any thing for me now but his cremed and stooped me '' WHERE ARE YOU , NOT ANSWERING YOU PHONE CALLS,OR ANY THING I WENT HOME TO ONE DIRECTION AND ASKED THEM ABOUT YOU AND NIALL STARTED TO CRY'' he scremed that I have to held the phone longer away from my ear to not become deaf.
''Alex , I'm at hospital, been in a accident and I don't want to tell my parent -'' i said and hear a sound from him but countiniud '' and not the boys , so can you come to the hospital?'' I asked and heard a sort of '' yes'' from him befor i hung up.
''Thanks for borrowing , he is coming '' i said and handed himthe phone.
''I should stay until he comes just for safty'' he said and sat down at the chair again '' You better sleep a bit'' he said, and I nodded befor i closed my eye.
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I woke up after a while to see Alexanders angry face staring at me , I got scared and and almostly jumped out of the bed if my feet wasn't been holding with a kind of stuff than hung down from the roof.
''What the hell, you cold at least say hi than staring at me '' I said and sat up at the bed and rubbed me in the eyes.
''I don't need to explanation any thing , but you got'' he said a bit higher than usual '' What happend in that house and why did you leave ?'' he asked with a angry expression-
''I-I'' i said and was going to start telling him , but than i shoutet up ' he i notting better than Zayn' i trought ''I can't tell you ''I said low and looked a the ground.
''Oh, nice'' he said and starting to go against a window ''when you need help I'm there but else I don't need to know a shit'' he said but almost scremed the last part '' can you at least tell me why Niall got a crying bouts when I asked him about you?'' he asked still looking out the widow like he was trying to controll his anger.
''I-I'' I said and tried to not let him see my tears so I just shooked my head when he looked at me for an answer.
''Oh, keep the secret sleepy beauty and good bye'' he said and went out of the door.
When he went out my tears couldn't hold them selvs, they start coming streaming dowm my face , but i stoped them befor arminas came in the room.
''What happend that boys made my ears bleed by screming in them about , that I had to get you back to you old life, where you was famouse'' he said and smiled a bit '' Were you famouse?'' he asked.
''No, no ... It's a ....long storie'' i said and looked down at the bed again.
''Tell me, it's not like I'm going to call cups and say ' it's agirl here that have maybe done some mistakes in life like all other humans ' '' he said and smiled.
''You have to promise to your parents life that you are not goign to tell any one in the world'' I said still a bit unsure.
''Yeah, yeah , i promise at my parents life that I'm going to shut up for rest of my life'' he said and keeped that cute smile of his.
I sat a bit up againg and started to tell him my storie , I started it from the book signing day and told the part about ZAyn , me and Niall, leaving them and Alexander and wat he did to, it took a while to tell the storie but he was quite and didn't said a world and that i what scared me.
''ok, I got , why the screamo guy was angry and why he said you were famouse and you old life , but what why did you ran crying in the street is the part I don't get'' he said and sat better up in his chair.
I coughed of all this talking but started to tell him again about interview and when it was done I felt like I hadn't a voice left.
''You mean THE Demi lovato?'' he asked and looked at me with wilden eyes.
''yeah , Iknow, she is to hundred times better than me and he choosed the girl that was right for him'' i said with hoarse voice.
''No, no, but you left him he has right to have a life'' he said and smiled.
''Yeah , you are right , but it was all because of Zayn , if I hadn't got hungry that night I was still there'' I said and looked down again with tears in my eyes.
''Hey, come on, he didn't deserved you...'' he tried to say '' did he told the media that he hadn't gave you his number or helped you in the place and not a day later?'' he asked and lookd into my eyes.
He was right i havn't troght of that in that way but he is right , he never told the media to keep their asses away from my life , he kind of took me to a prion where he was the buss '' you'r right '' I said '' He prisoned me rather than helping me '' i said and was rather mad than sad .
''Some people are right to cry about but some one like he, it just waite of life and time'' he said with a smile '' when my dad died when i was 7 I cried day, weeks , mounth and I still do it , but when my sister overdosed of drugs , I didn't waiste my life crying for some one that throw away their life for nothing'' he said and that smile was gone now.
''I'm sorry for you lostes'' i said and smiled to him '' but every one deserve a life, self if they are stupud to throw it away other have to help them to keep it, every people we meet in life change us in those little ways of them and every changes make a diffret future '' i said with a smile.
''How long have you read books ?'' he asked and laughed a bit '' that was a vise trought'' he said.
''Thanks to Annalisa's dirary, because of that bokk i learned to speak and talk norwagian'' i said and laughed.
''REaly, can you say some thing in norwagian , please ?'' he asked and looked at me with puppy eyes.
''ok, only one thing '' i said and looked at him , with still puppy eyes '' Slutt med de valp-øyene'' said i and laughed a bit after remembering norwagian so long time.
''What did you say?'' he asked.
''Stop with those puppy eyes '' i said and rest my head in the pillow '' it have been a long day, never have I told any one about Niall and me and no one have helped me with mart things about that it wasn't all my fault'' i said with a smile , and closed my eyes .
