imagines [harry potter] (requests closed)

Coincidence or Faith - Sirius

You and Sirius were as different as two people could be, but you always have been seen together. Even when your other three best friends were not around, you always sat next to each other and laughed. The only time, you both were separated, was when you went to sleep in the other dorm. Many students and even professors thought that you were a couple. Both of you always denied it, but there was more. You had a crush on Sirius and Sirius on you, but you guys never admitted it.

It would be lunatic, to start dating, even in secret. Not only was Sirius a pure-blood, but your parents were both Muggles and that made you to a Muggleborn. His parents would never allow it and Sirius feared the consequences. Sirius did not care about his parent's opinion, but he wanted to keep you and his best friend, Remus, save. Both of you were a target, even though you did not deserve it all. You were too good for this horrible planet.

Remus thought otherwise, even when all of you kept telling him that it was not true. He thought he was a monster and deserved nothing, but pain. It was horrible, not only for Remus but also for you and his other three best friends. You could not bear to see him suffer through full moon alone any longer. Not long after you found out about Remus' furry problem, you all decided to become Animagus. After months of pain and long nights, you guys knew the time had come. Tonight you would finally be able to transform yourself into an animal. Only two days were left until the full moon and Remus transformation. You were extremely nervous, but excited as well.

On your way to the Forbidden Forest, Remus kept saying that you guys did not have to do it. Without any result, the five of you stopped in the middle of the forest. It was dark and quite scary. "Are you scared, Y/N?" James teased and you rolled your eyes. "In your dreams, Potter." Sirius smirked, "Sorry to disappoint you, but that place is reserved for Lily." James and Sirius began to hit each other, while Peter kept looking around. "Are you sure there are no dangerous beasts?" He stuttered and moved closer to Remus.

James stopped hitting Sirius and turned to the boy, "What is life without a risk?" It only caused Peter to get scared even more. You even thought that he was shaking and whimpering. "Okay, who is first?" Peter whispered, crossing fingers behind his back. "Ladies first," Sirius told you and pushed you a bit away. "Cowards," you whispered and rolled your eyes. You tried to concentrate, but James and Sirius began to hit each other again. "Could you idiots maybe be a bit quieter?" You hissed at them and they dropped their arms. "Yes, Mum," Both of them said, but stopped. You whispered a quiet 'thank you' and turned around again.

Once again, you closed your eyes and concentrate. When you heard the boys talk again, you turned around to yell at them. You, however, did not hear your usual voice but a bark. That confused you and you looked down. You suddenly had paws instead of arms, which meant you transformed into your Animagus successfully. It was a dog! You were a dog. In joy, you ran towards the boys who patted you. "This is so cool!" James yelled in excitement and walked to the spot, where you stood once. "I wanna try too." While James tried to transform, you sat down between Sirius and Remus.

Remus shot you a soft smile before he looked back at James. Sirius, on the other hand, kept glancing at you. A familiar warmth spread through his stomach, but he chose to ignore it. It did not take James long to turn into a Stag. Also, Peter found a bit of confidence after Remus and Sirius pushed him in the front. It was unusual for Sirius to be the last to try. He was actually always the one, who wanted to try new things. Peter took a bit longer but also transformed into his Animagus, a rat.

James began to chase after Peter, who was running away in fear. They almost missed, how Sirius went forward and transformed into his Animagus. Everyone stopped, once they saw Sirius. He was not only a dog as well, but the two of you almost looked the same. The only differences were the gender and the shade of the fur. His fur was really dark, while yours were lighter. Both of you looked at the each other with confusion, but the others smirked in the best way they could. Peter and James transformed back, still wearing the smirk. Remus walked over and gazed at the two dogs. You both kept glancing at each other while coming closer.

"Maybe now, they have no other choice but admit their feelings," James whispered to his friends, who agreed. Is this a coincidence, or could it really be faith?