The audition was today, and I was really nervous. My anxiety didn't help either, so I woke up at 6 in the morning to practice and to calm myself. After I took a shower and got dressed, I did my hair routine and left it curly. Making my bed after the whole process. I decided to wear this:
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I made myself some breakfast, brushed my teeth, and did some more vocal exercises. I wouldn't practice so much, but my insecure ass doesn't agree. As I looked at the clock, it was almost time to go, 10:30. I decided to walk since it wasn't a long distance. The sheet music I brought was for Duendita's Lonely.
"What if I'm not good enough? What if my voice cracks and I mess up? " My thoughts were interrupted by a text from Natalie.
Natalie What up hoe? How are you doing? I know you get nervous with these types of things.
Ember Hey, I'm doing okay. I just hope that I don't fuck anything up 😑 .
Natalie Biiiiiiiiitch.......stfu you will fUCKING DESTROY EVERYONE. hell, threaten to beat they ass if they don't give you a part.
Ember Thanks Natalie, you always cheer me up ♥.
Natalie That's my job, hoe. BE FUCKING GREAT TODAY SKSKSKSK
Ember I will :)
That Natalie, she's something else. I was headed out with my keys, phone, and wallet.
- 10 minutes later -
I had arrived at Chelsea Studios, waiting in the not very long line. That's when I heard the most beautiful voice, I could tell it belonged to a man, sounded like a very handsome man. That sounds weird, but I can tell a few things based on voices. It was finally my turn, and I was still very nervous and thought about what Natalie told me, and helped a bit. I gave them my resume and picture.
"Ready whenever you are." A man said while smiling.
- After the audition -
"Alright, thank you, and we will let you know soon." He smiled
I nodded.
During my audition, I was so anxious. It was pretty close to feeling like hell. My hands got sweaty, my body temperature had risen a bunch, and it felt like my heart was twice as fast as regular. I had walked home, and watched TV for a while, when my phone buzzed.
Natalie Bitch, lemme know. How'd it go?
Ember Well, I was nervous as hell, obviously. But, overall, I'd like to think I did pretty good.
Natalie yES, I KNEW YOU'D FUCKIN SLAY JDKDJDKDJSKSKJDJDK.
Ember You're a good friend, you know that, right?
Natalie Of course I know that ♥
Ember Do you wanna meet up at the tree?
Natalie You know it.
Ember See you soon ♡
The tree was a special one, a tree that my brother showed me before he left. Natalie and I would always hang out there when we are mad about something or just wanted to relax.
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-At the tree-
"Hey Natalie!"
"Ayeeeee! Sup hoe!
"How have you been?
"I've been doing okay. What about you?
"Pretty much the same. Do we climb the tree now?
"Yeah, I guess we do." Natalie smiled.
After about an hour or so, we said our goodbyes and left. For the time being, we just talked, and it was nice just having a normal conversation with her, she's helped me through so much. I got ready for bed, did my nightly routine, and went sleep at around 10:00 pm.
Author's Note : wOOP WOOP another chapter down. again, any spelling/grammar errors, or just how I can improve the story leave a comment. vote if you want
