DISCLAIMER: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS THEMES OF SUICIDE AND RAPE. DON'T READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED OR SENSITIVE TO IT.
Ember
I still couldn't process that Daveed loved me back, it felt like a dream. It wasn't a dream, this was real life. I was starting to daydream, but my phone had received a text.Natalie
Ember, I'm in Washington.Ember
Just to be sure, the state, right?Natalie
Yeah.Ember
Oh are you visiting family or something?Natalie
No, I moved there. For my job.Natalie was a gymnast, so I guess I understood.
Ember
Well, you couldn't have told me before you left to say goodbye?Natalie
I didn't want to see you hurt.Ember
It hurts more now! Wtf, Natalie, you are the only friend I have. You helped me through everything. You taught me how to deal with certain things. You were the one person I could vent to. I was there for your first boyfriend! I was there when you were cutting! You stopped me before I commited suicide!! I helped you through so much, and you just leave without saying goodbye?!*flashback*
I was on top of a 47 story building looking down upon the city of Dallas, Texas. I just didn't want to feel anything. I wanted all the pain to go away. I wanted everything to stop, I wanted time to stop. I wanted to leave this place. I didn't want to live. I wanted to die. Everything is just getting too much for memto handle. It'd probably be better with me gone, right? One less mouth to feed. One less body to clothe.I was running for my life near the edge, when Natalie barged through the door.
"EMBER!! STOP IT!!"
I didn't stop.
Running after me, she grabbed me and sat me down, while still holding me.
"Please, let me go. I want to die, I want to jump off, I don't want to live." I muttered while crying.
"Be quiet, just stay here and don't talk. " I noticed she was also crying.
* end of flashback *
Natalie
I'm sorry, we're still friends, right?Ember
Well, friends would say goodbye to friends before leaving.I was probably being petty and over dramatic. But, she knows how important she is to me, and I know how important I am to her. I stopped her from cutting, I helped her through her breakup. We have both done so much for each other. We had such a strong and unbreakable bond. But, she just leaves. I was feeling a mixture of sadness and anger. I wanted to cry, but I've pretty much lost the ability to cry because of trauma. So, I just started punching my punching bag, until I got all of it out.
Daveed
I woke up smiling, knowing that the most beautiful girl in the world, loves me. I still felt bad for what I did to her. She's such a forgiving person. I want to spend every day with her.Daveed
Hey, darling, you wanna go somewhere today?I didn't know where I was going to take her, but I'll figure it out.
Ember
One, I like that name :), and two, I know just the place.Daveed
Do I need to dress fancy?

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Fanfictionpreviously titled: Dangerously Loving | Daveed Diggs when a 17 year old girl falls in love with her 35 year old castmate, it wreaks havoc.