Ember
It was the day after the incident with Daveed. He probably doesn't remember it, but I still felt the need to talk to him about it. Doing my daily routine, curly hair and no makeup. I decided to wear this:I texted Daveed to let him know I was driving there.
Daveed
I woke up with a throbbing headache. I must've partied a little too hard."Oh, for fucks sake." I muttered because of the pain.
I walked myself to the kitchen and put some asprin in my mouth, and washed it down with water.
I heard my phone vibrate, it was from Ember, I smiled a bit.
Ember
Daveed, I'm heading over to your house, send me your address.Daveed
Of course, darling, *insert address here *.I made myself look presentable, putting on a shirt with the Oaklandish Tree on it, and a pair of jeans.
-15 minutes later-
Knock knock, she was here.
I opened the door, whilst smiling. But, she didn't look too happy.
"Priness, what's wrong?" I said and trying to reach for her hand, she moved away.
"I need to talk to you about something serious." She said as she sat down.
I sat down with her, wondering what could've happened.
"What is it?"
"Do you remember anything about last night?"
"No, but I must've drunk a lot because I had a pounding headache this morning!" I chuckled, but she didn't do it with me.
"Really? You don't remember doing anything to me?"
"No? Why what did I do? I said feeling worried.
She took a deep breath.
"You, um, you told me and I quote, 'You have no idea how much I want to stretch out that tight little kitty of yours', and when you said that, you put your hand on my thigh." She said as her voice cracked.
I think it was starting to come back.
"Then I suggested that you had too much to drink, and you said that you did. You said, "You have an amazing body, I wonder what it would look like on top of mine.", and while you did that, you were rubbing my breasts."
I saw tears forming in her eyes. I remember doing this, oh fuck.
"Princess...." I said sincerely.
"That's not all. You took me to a room, you were kissing my neck while I was telling you to stop. Then, you tried unbuttoning my skirt. Until, I started crying and telling you to stop. Do you remember that?" She said while softly crying.
"Princess, I am so sorry that I did that. I truly did not know me what I was thinking when that happened. Darling, I know you probably won't forgive me, and I've probably completely lost your trust. But, just know that I would never, and I mean NEVER intentionally hurt you. There was no excuse for what I did, and I won't try and make one up. I love you so fucking much, I really do. But, I never wanted to tell you because I thought I would scare you, knowing a 35 year old man has these feelings for you. Princess, I love you. Even though you may not feel the same way towards me, I will always and forever love you. I'm really sorry for what I did. Can you accept my apology?"
I saw that she was crying even more than before.
"Yes. Daveed, I forgive you. I love you, too." She lowered her voice during the last sentence, but I heard it clearly.
"You...you love me?"
"Yes! I've known that I loved you since the time I first saw you. You were.....charming and charismatic! I didn't want to tell because I was afraid of being rejected. I thought you would think it's weird that a seventeen year old loves a thirty-five year old. Daveed. I. Love. You."
I leaned in to kiss her, and she leaned forward with me. Our lips finally connected. This was the moment I've been waiting for. Her lips were delicious, and my tounge begged for entry, and she let me. Our mouths were moving in rhythm, they fit perfectly, as if we were the missing pieces for each other.
Ember
The kiss went on for about eight minutes, but it felt much longer. We were slow and passionate.We parted away from each other, catching our breaths.
"So, that's what it feels like?" I said.
"What do you mean?" He laughed.
"That was my first kiss."
"Really?"
"Yep."
"Oh........did I do a good job?"
"You did a magnificent job." I smiled.
"I know." He said as he dramatically flipped his hair.
"Ember, did you want to stay here for today and watch movies or something?"
"I'd love to." I smiled
For the rest of the day, we watched comedies.
- later in the day -
"I had fun tonight, Daveed. We should do this another time." I smiled.
"So did I, Ember. I love you."
"I love you more." I said as I left.
I got dressed in my sleepwear, and I slept soundly knowing that he loves me, and I love him.
Author's Note: that last line reminded me of a meme, so I made my own:
How I sleep knowing that he loves me, and I love him:You know the drill: suggestions/spelling/ grammar mistakes? Comment them, and vote if you want. LOVE YOU ALL MY BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN :)
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Fanfictionpreviously titled: Dangerously Loving | Daveed Diggs when a 17 year old girl falls in love with her 35 year old castmate, it wreaks havoc.