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Planning.

Edwards POV

"Ally let me explain." I say.

"Please Edward, please explain; because I am very confused right now." She crosses her arms over her chest roll her eyes no expression what so ever on her face.

"I.. am.. uhh.. promise you won't be mad?" I say looking up at her.

"No promises." she says clenching her teeth.

"Fine. I am apologizing to Kyle." I say waiting for her to bicker on.

She turns on her heel; she's walking away when I yell "Stop!"

"What now? You're cheating on me? Or are you afraid to let go? Just let me go Edward. Let the grip slip. Mine is slipping and it's slipping fast. I suggest you say bye." she waves and turns around again.

"Why would you say that?" I feel a sudden wave wash over me and I feel like I'm drowning. All of a sudden I'm super sad and mad.

"I can't tell you." She says.

"Yeah, you can tell me anything."

"You'll kill me. You'll hate me and you'll break my grave stone if I die. You'll just want me to be another forgotten person." she says.

"Then I guess this is it?" I sigh, I literally feel like I've been shattered to a million pieces.

"Okay. I'll try to stay caught up with you, I guess." she sighs turning away.

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3 months later.

No phone calls, no nothing. I start to chug down my next bottle of vodka. Hot tears warming my already stained-with-tears-cheeks.

Ring ring. ring ring. I wake up realizing I have school today.

"Worst dream ever" I groan and rub my eyes.

I get dressed in my ripped black skinny jeans and red plaid shirt with a black beanie. I slid on my Vans head out the door.

I skip breakfast not thinking twice about it. I look over to Ally's house to see here bedroom light just now turn off. Which means she's having breakfast.

We will be late. Oh well.

I walk over to her house. she answers the door.

"My parents are out of town." She smiled. "We have to throw a party!"

"No way." I chuckle.

She gives me puppy dog eyes.

"Fine. Let's plan and tell everyone tomorrow?" I ask.

"Sure." she says. "So I was thinking maybe, I dunno, what am I even talking about."

"Okay." I say.

"Edward." she starts.

"Yes?" I respond looking down at my hands.

Why is it so hard to look people in the eyes, for me? I think.

"Nothing, I just wanted to hear your voice." she blushes.

"Oh Ally, babe." I place my hand on her thigh and continue, "We should get started on planning."

"This is gonna be sick." she says smiling.

"Bloody hell that accent is sexy." I try to say in her voice and accent.

"I don't sound like that!" she slaps my chest playfully.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night." I say removing my hand from her thigh wrapping it around her waist.