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Heartbroken.

Edwards POV

3 weeks after the party.

She still doesn't believe me.

That's what happened though. She leaned in on me. She kissed me. I didn't even kiss back. She has stopped me on the way outside to get some fresh air. She kept flirting with me and then I told her I had to get back to my girlfriend. But she wouldn't let me leave. When I got the chance to she said: 'You forgot something.' then kissed me. Noah even saw it.

I stopped talking to Ally. All she did was ignore my calls and texts.

"You should go get some sun." my mom finally said coming into my bedroom.

I lay looking at the celling phone in my hand. Waiting for that call or that text.

But it never came.

My mom sighs, "Stop this. Go and ask her for forgiveness, while your at it get some sun."

I look at my skin. It's pale.

"I made you lunch."

"I'm not hungry, but thanks."

"You have to eat."

"Wanna bet?" it was clear that I technically didn't have to eat.

"Go and talk to Noah I can't stand seeing you like this." she walked out of my room sighing once more.

I grab my skateboard not thinking twice about what I'm wearing or anything.

I go outside and sit on the porch.

I look over and see Chelsea's car sitting next to Ally's car.

5 Seconds Of Summer is blasting from the house and all of a sudden it stops.

I hear faint crying before I hear what I know as 'Heartbreak Girl' blaring from the house.

I look down at my hands and see Sharpie on my hand from a few days before the party.

I feel a single tear leave my eye. I sigh.

':-)I Love You<3' is what the sharpie said.

"Go talk to her." I hear my mom says quietly from the screen door.

I look over at her house.

"Can I have an excuse?" I say.

"I'm inviting her parent to a dinner at Olive Garden." she smiled handing me a note.

I swallow the lump in my throat and I walk up to her door with caution.

I knock once. Not caring who answers anymore.

The music stops and I hear various sobs.

"I DONT WANNA SEE HIM!!" I hear Ally scream.

"TOO BAD, SUCK IT UP YOUVE BEEN CRYING 3 WEEKS STRAIGHT! GODDAMN!" I hear Chelsea scream back.

I turn around to go back home when I hear the door open.

"Yes?" She says barely audible.

"I....uh...I..umm..have this..a..hi" I say stuttering more than a million times.

"Edward what do you want?" she says. I look her I the eyes.

I whimper when I see her tear stained cheeks. I look at her stomach only to see that her rib cage is sticking out. A single tear rolls down my cheek when I look at my feet along with her feet, her toenails are no longer the neon blue she always had them painted. Her eyes no longer had the bright shade of brown in them. She wore sweatpants and a Nike sweatshirt that was far past worn out.

"You look like the girl version of me." I say.

"I know." she laughs.

"My uh parents wanted to invite you guys to Olive Garden." I say handing her the note.

"Edward?" she says closing the door half way.

"Hmm?"

"I'll always love you." she says.

"Friends with major hugging and hand holding problems?" I reach out my hand.

She smiles then frowns.

She takes a deep breath and shakes my hand.

"Do you forgive me?" I say.

"No." she kicks me in the balls without another words as I bow down hold my hands to my privates like a little kid that has to use the bathroom. "Now I do."

I take a deep breath before getting up.

"Can you let me tell you the story?" I ask.

"Come inside." she offers opening the door widely.

My mood is instantly changed.

They start playing 5 Seconds Of Summer from the speakers Ally has.

I lay there on the floor and let the lyrics melt in my ears.

Finally for the first time in a long time I sleep a really good sleep.

A/N

Hey, I know you probably hate me now.. Sorry. Hehe. I'm evil aren't I.. So I was thinking we could start having a question of the chapter. so here's the first one:

What's your guilty pleasure?

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