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Breaking points.

Ally's POV

I wake up and I see the bed next to me is empty. I'm startled and call Edward's name. No answer. I look around the house and he is no where. I run outside calling his name again and again. I panic. I call his phone. He doesn't answer.

I send messages he reads them but ignores them.

"What the hell?" I go back inside.

Shouldn't have trusted him! Now you're a lonely, lame, nerdy, bitch.

"Shut up!" I scream.

I take a shower and hang around. I put baggy sweats and a sweatshirt on. I have issues I guess. I panic about the stupidest things this is probably nothing. I mean..he loved me. No loves me, how could he? I listen to 'close as strangers' and sing along writing in my journal.

I start writing the lyrics down to relieve my stress.The paper gets stained with tears just like all the other pages. I suddenly break down letting out loud sobs. I scream and throw my journal causing it to break a vase. I'm sick of this, I'm sick of being hurt.

1 week later

"So how's Edward? I haven't seen him around school anywhere." Chelsea asks me.

"I don't know. Who cares?" I say bluntly.

"Did you not get enough rest? Are you sick? Or just plain pissed? Oh, I almost forgot, are you on your period!?" She starts laughing.

"No. No. Kind of I guess. No I'm not on my fucking period." I say turning and walking down the hall hoping she would follow. I really didn't want her to leave. In fact we have lunch now. I hope she sits with me outside on one of the picnic tables.

"What's wrong babe?" she says. Ugh, how I missed her saying babe. I don't know why but whenever she says babe I relax. I means when she's serious she says that. Also no I'm not a lesbian. I just like to talk to Chelsea when she's serious.

"Well, after truth or dare Edward and I fell asleep in my bed then I woke up and he wasn't there. I went outside and called for him. I called. I texted which he read but he read them just didn't respond. He hasn't been to school or my house. But the thing is, I feel like he won't come back and I'm accepting it. I kinda like someone else anyways." I blush realizing what I just said.

"Who?" she asks when we get outside and sit on a table, literally, our butts on the table and our feet on the bench.

"This really cute guy in my math class." I giggle fiddling with my fingers. "Brunette, blue eyes." I smile now.

"He also helps me with math a lot." I say looking up.

"You mean. No way!"

"Yeah." I feel heat on my cheeks.

"You like Noah?"

"Yes I like Noah!" I yell I cover my mouth and look around. Just my luck Noah was talking to his friend over at the other picnic table.

"They didn't hear you."

"What?"

"They are still talking Noah takes glances over here every two minutes. It's only been one and a half well five seconds, and glance." she looks up from her watch and sure enough.

We make eye contact and I smile and blush even more. "Ugh my blush, stop it stupid blush." I cover my cheeks.

"Hey Ally, Chelsea." Noah says walking over to our table with a huge grin on his face.

'Hi." I manage to squeak out, suddenly i was not in the mood to speak to anyone.

"I was wondering if you wanted to hang out after school, maybe get ice cream?" he asked sitting down.