Up's and Downs

Chapter 18

Nicki POV- Today is February 7th and me and Meek are some what back on good terms. We got over our little incident but we are still broken up because I wanted us to build an unbreakable bond before we went any further although we are cool we have not been having sex which is really killing me on the inside but im making him wait because I want Meek to know that at no point of time will he treat me like im one of his lil hoes. Lately Meek has really been trying though I can say that and oh did I forget to mention Fah and Meek got into this big argument which led her to taking him to court trying to get full custody of papi which completely failed because Papi now lives with Meek Fah only gets him when Meek feels it is necessary. "So hoe what you doing for Valentine's day?" Candi asked. As far as the girls go they just think me and Meek are separated because we were moving to fast which is true "Nothing slutty ass bitch I told y'all im single so what is there to do" I said "Girl just cause you single don't mean Meek not gone do nothing for you" Makaila said "Bitch you shut up and worry about what yo single ass doing" I said rolling my eyes "Damn cookie attitude much you need to get fucked or something cause you been on 100000 since you and Meek lil fall out" Candi said and was 100% true so I didn't say anything smart "Anywhooooo guess what y'all" Rika said with her tongue out dancing around "What??!" we all said at once literally "The other day Deen took me on a date but then again I can't see us together because he do not act like I thought he would" she said popping her lips "How'd you think he was gone act?" Thembi asked "Shiddd Bitch all romantic like Meek that nigga just want some pussy" "And you gone give it to him" I said chucking "YOU DAMN RIGHT I AM" Rika said twerking "You just had to be the hoe friend with yo drunk ass" Kaila said "Bitch yo BOUJEE ass need some dick growing up around all them proper people you need a hoe friend in ya life" Rika said "Umm actually I've had sex before and I ain't boujee hoe" Makila "HAD SEX WITH WHO BITCH A STUFFED ANIMAL WE ALL KNOW YOU A VIRGIN WIT YO 26 YEAR OLD ASS" Candi said making us all including Makaila laugh "Ok ok i am but ill have sex when i find the right person" she said "And rika while you talking yo ass need to QUIT having sex" Thembi said "Bitch I got a few bodies come again lil hoe" Rika said making me crack up we'd always have convos like this I wouldn't trade my friends for the world. "So Deen just texted me asking could him and his homies slide" Rika said "No" I quickly said knowing meek was with him per usual "Bitch bye this my house my rules" Rika said "huhhhhhhh" I said not wanting to see Meek even though we were some what cool "To bad you can't go home" Thembi said because my thermostat wasn't working so its freezing at my house and I've been at Rikas until they fix it.

Meek POV- Me and Nicki have some what made up but she still has been acting stuck up. Papi now lives with me but he is with his mother for a few days. Its only me Deen and Tak and we are on the way to Rikas house so Deen and her can you know what real quick, Deen said she acts like she don't wanna be in a relationship with him so until then they are going to be friends with benefits. Nicki has been at Sherikas house for the past few days meaning she will be there and hopefully she ain't got no attitude today. "Aye man slow yo ass down" Tak yelled as Deen slammed hard on the breaks "Man they driving to slow nigga this my car anyway" Deen said turning on Rikas street "Soooo both you niggas fina get some pussy and leave me hanging" Tak said "I ain't getting noting so don't feel bad" I said laughing at him fake crying "How much you wanna bet i can get wit Candi" Tak said "Nigga please Candi do not want yo sorry ass" Deen said pulling in Rikas driveway "Fuck you bitch ass nigga you just now fina lose yo virginity" Tak said "Nigga please I gets moe pussy then you will EVER have" Deen said getting out we went in and sat in the living room talking for a bit until Deen and Rika went upstairs. "Well I'll see y'all tomorrow maybe im fina go" Makaila said as everyone said bye to her it was me Nicki and Thembi sitting on one couch I was sitting on one side of her and Thembi was on the other. Candi and Tak were sitting on the other couch "Nigga I wish you'd get yo ass on I don't want you" Candi said to Tak "Girl you know you can't resist a real nigga like me" He said very cockily making us laugh Thembis phone started ringing making everyone look at her knowing it was her jail bird ass boyfriend that she can't get over she answered getting up walking off. "So wssp wit you" I asked Nicki "Nothing why you ask that" she said turning now facing me "Cause you been acting different lately its like you always have an attitude but only toward me" I said "I just feel like you not the same Meek you used to be which makes me feel some type of way" she said "How im not the same Meek I used to be" "Because ever since I told you that it was best if we took things slowly you've been trying a lot less harder which makes me feel like it's no reason for me to try" Nicki said and I took note of everything she was saying "Well im sorry that you feel that way and now I know to change that" I said not wanting Nicki to feel like that because I really did want to be with her. Me and Nicki talked about a lot of things as time passed and I can truly say that was the best talk we've had in a long time. After what seemed like forever Deen finally came downstairs looking as if he's been drinking "Nigga you drunk?" I asked him "Maaannnn i- i im not drunk" he said stumbling to the couch sitting down "You are drunk where yo keys?" I asked because I was driving back home. Nicki can you go see if his keys upstairs? I asked "Yea" she said getting up making me look at her ass in the leggings she had on and I instantly got hard because it's been awhile since we had sex and that will all change on valentines day.... hopefully. Nicki came back with Deens keys and handed them to me Tak had already went to the car with Deen, I said bye to Nicki and she surprisingly gave me a hug.

Nicki POV- It was just me and Candi downstairs because Rika was in her room sleeping and Thembi had left when the boys did. "Girl it aint no telling what the hell Rika and Deen did" I said laughing "Right they got down and dirty" Candi said "Shouldn't you be heading home is kinda late?" I asked Candi "Bitch with what car Rika came and got me" she said making me remember that her car was in the shop because her step Sister was driving it and got in an accident but she was fine the car wasn't "Oh yea I forgot about your car" I said "Well if you want you can sleep in the guestroom I been sleeping on this couch because it's no cable on the guest room t.v." I said getting up grabbing my blanket and pillow out the hallway closet "Ok that's cool goodnight Cookie" Candi said getting up off the couch going to the room "Night Can" I said getting my phone off the charger seeing a text from my mom and Meek I went to my moms message thread reading her text "You must've forgot you had a mother because you sure don't call me like you used to and what happened to me meeting mr.mystery guy?" she said referring to Meek "Omg mom i am sooooooo so sorry I just haven't been myself lately but tomorrow im taking you so we can catch up and its on me" "oh and im not letting you meet Meek until were in a stable relationship" I said sending both those texts and not expecting a response till the morning. I clicked over to Meeks conversation seeing he didn't say anything but wyd bae?
N- 😂 lol didn't recall me being your bae and im laying down missing Papi he hasn't called me in a while.
M- He's with his mom for a few days and I didn't let him take his iPad so that's why
N- Oh ok wyd
M- Chilling .... Wyd on Valentine's day?
N- Nothing.
M- Wel how about we go on a date. Just me and you?
Reading that made me smile knowing that Meek really did want to fix things between us.
N- Hmm sounds fun.
M- Is that a yes?????
N- Yes Meek it's a yes.
M- Facetime me real quick
N- why lol?!
M- Cause I wanna see you
N- I guess
I was high key happy he wanted me to facetime him because I really do miss the way things used to be. I sat up on the couch with my back against the arm thingy and spread the cover on my legs and lap. I called Meek on facetime and he answered on the first ring. We talked for a long time and I eventually got sleepy but wanted him to stay on the phone until I fell asleep.