Breath • Fack

two.

Asthma has always been apart of my life. I had my first asthma attack in second grade. Finn and I were at the playground in his backyard.

I was swinging back and forth to accomplish the monkey bars.

I feel and a great impact filled my lungs.

All I was doing was breathing in grass. Which made everything worse.

I couldnt find my inhaler. I couldnt breathe. Finn carried me inside and his mom called 911.

Finn has always been there for me.

Now that hes gone I constantly cant breathe.

I just want him back.

*1 new text*

Finn: hello reset my phone who is this

Jack: this is Jack

Finn: Grazer?

Jack: yeah, you know only your best friend. well your ex best friend..

Finn: oh im sorry. bye...

Tears were on my phone. I didnt even realize that I was crying.

I threw on a pair of sweatpants and sat in my bed.

I scrolled through instagram for a few minutes.

I then heard a knock on my window.

It was Finn.

I was scared to open it. Scared of what was going to happen.

"Hiya Grazer"

"Um hey Finn." He hasnt called me "Grazer" since last summer.

"I saw you with everyone at lunch today..."

"Yeah, those are my friends of course I stay with them." Unlike some people which I mumbled under my breath.

The saddest thing was that I could see hurt in Finn's eyes.

I always hated seeing Finn like this.

All those hard feeling came rushing back when he sat on my bed and pulled my hand for me to sit.

His warm touch lasted on my hand. I couldnt deal with this.

I looked out the window to make sure this wasnt a prank.

I didnt see his other friends, but who knows?

"I miss you Jack, so so much."

These words made my eyes sting. Tears were welling up in my eyes.

I didnt care if Finn was sitting here. I have cried on his shoulders so many times.

"Bubba, what wrong?"

"Finn I- I l-li-lik—-

I was caught off my the beep of a phone.

Finn's face went red. It was a text.

I looked at him confusingly wondering if he was going to answer it.

I guess he didnt want to look stupid so he answered it.

Finn's text:

Mills😍💜: hey baby when are you coming over. my parents arent home!!

I felt the shatter of my heart.

The tears well up in my eyes.

It is so hard to love someone. Knowing they dont love you.

Two updates woop woop. I am so excited for this book though.

I hope yall are liking it so far.

I promise the chapters will get longer as I get farther in the story!

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