Breath • Fack

ten.

We all continues to drink.

We had music jamming.

None us heard the knocking or saw the lights.

We were all in our own world we didnt want to leave.

Thats when my door was busted down.

The cops.

Shit. I fucked up this time. I mean fucked up.

Apparently we had been called in for noise complaints and likely underage drinking.

Which happened to be going on.

We were all taken out of my house and to the station.

Sophia was crying because she has a fucked up family.

Chosen was chill.

Jaeden and Wyatt were done. They thought they were going to die.

Jeremy. Well lets just say Jeremy was Jeremy.

Finn. Well I couldnt look at Finn.

He was embarrassed, sad, mad.

I couldnt stand when he was like this.

He was going to break at any moment.

And he did.

He flipped out on me.

"What the hell Jack. You put us all in a situation that we cant get out of ourselves."

Everyone agreed with him.

Everyone was pissed off at me.

I was crying.

My cheeks were red.

I had lost my friends.

My boyfriend.

My everythings.

"Jack stop crying. You got us in this mess. And now are parents are going to have to get us out"

"I mean Jack how dumb can you be. You know about all of our parents. They are fucked up. Like you."

I couldnt take it anymore.

I couldnt stand to even face them.

They have a right to be mad.

My mom showed up first.

She just stormed me out of there.

She actually wasnt mad though.

Just disappointed that I got drunk for the first time without her and dad.

I just couldnt shake what Finn had said out of my mind.

It tore me apart for the next couple of days.

We all went to school like nothing changed.

But a lot did.

They all sat together.

I sat by myself.

They were all partners together.

I was by myself.

Finn gave me a death stare if I looked at him.

But how can I not.

Jack. You fucked up big time. This is way different then anything you did in 8th grade. This is big. They may never forgive you.

My thoughts never went away.

It will always be my fault.

They will never forgive me.

short update.

I just wanted to update something.

then i ran out of ideas.

but once i start a full chapter they will be my normal length

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