Breath • Fack

seven.

I awoke to looking like a monster.

I was in an empty room with a bathroom a window and a cart with food on top of it.

I had tubes and needles coming out of my arms.

I also had a breathing tube coming from my nose.

I couldnt remember much of what happened or when it happened.

I heard a knock on the door.

Damn. The people here were rude. They knocked and didnt even give me a chance to let them know they could come in. They just walked right on in.

It was a nurse.

I was in the hospital.

Throughout the day I slowly got some of my memory back.

I had known this was because of Finn.

I couldnt remember exactly why.

All I could remember was that I was mad at him when I went down.

Earlier another knock struck the door.

Except this time it was a much lighter knock.

Almost like a quiet voice.

This person didnt walk straight in.

After a while I knew they werent so I spoke up. "Come in." I let out with a little cough.

Before the person got around the corner of the room to where I could see them a shadow was plastered across the wall.

It was a boy. He was tall and had curly hair.

He didnt even have to get around the corner.

Who do you think I am.

I have been in love with this boy forever.

It was Finn.

Finn hurt me though.

Physically and mentally.

Since I couldnt remember why I was pissed at him I let him stay and talk.

He looked so thin and frail.

He seemed cold and shaky.

He spoke with a chill and crack in his voice.

He was damaged.

Did I do this?

Are we hurting each other?

We spoke and then he brought it up.

It brought all of my memories back.

"Jack. I love you. Not Millie. I wanted to be sure I loved you. I never doubted myself but Millie did. She told me to continue talking with her to make sure."

A tear had dripped down his cheek and he quickly wiped it away as if not wanting me to notice.

His voice was cracked.

He was cracked.

My heart was cracked.

We were slowly breaking each other.

Can it continue.

Finn is all I have ever wanted. Now I got what I want and its not working. Why cant we just be happy. I want to be happy. I want us to be happy.

"LET US BE HAPPY TOGETHER!!"

Oh shit I screamed that.

Next thing you know I was tearing IV's out of my arms. I tore the breathing piece out of my nose.

Machines started beeping.

Nurses and doctors came flying in the room.

Finn was pacing frantically.

Running up to me to stop me.

I was moving.

Running...

Running.

Getting no where.

It is 5 am and I havent slept at all tonight.

I am so glad that I updated this.

The ending is crazy.

I really love it.

I love all of you and thanks for almost 40 reads in two days.

much love

xoxo💛