Breath • Fack

five.

Finn just sat there and watched me cry.

I felt the warm touch of a hand on my shoulder.

I then felt my body moving closer into Finn's shoulder.

I rested my head in his shoulder and soaked his shirt.

I finally pulled away and our eyes locked on each other.

He leaned in and our lips were touching.

It was warm.

My lips tingled.

This is what I wanted.

But it felt so wrong.

Yet so right.

Finn POV:

I kissed him.

I just kissed Jack Grazer.

I am dating Millie.

Am I gay?

It felt so wrong.

Yet so right.

Jack POV:

We pulled back and I quickly brought my inhaler to my mouth and sucked in way more than my usual two puffs.

My cheeks were flushed with a blush and they felt warm.

Finns hand after it cupped my cheek felt so cold.

All I wanted was to be in his arms.

"What just happened?" Finn asked sort of shakily.

"I dont know, what do we do now?"

"I like you Jack Dylan Grazer"

"No, I dont just like you. I love you. I have always loved you" Finn now had little heart eyes.

"Finn then why the hell did you leave. I fucking cried myself to sleep many nights"

"I didnt just lose you Finn. I lost my world."

"I watched my heart break and I had to and cut my hand trying to pick up the shattered pieces."

I had always been very down to the point.

I think Finn got the point.

He looked hurt.

"I left because I didnt want to love you. I didnt want to ruin the friendship. I didnt want to be made fun of."

"I left and I thought I could move on. Date a girl and it would be ok. But I cant. I fucking love you Jack. i love you.."

The tears were flowing out of Finn's eyes.

I couldnt bear to see this anymore.

I wiped his cheek with my thumb and leaned in for another kiss.

Most of the time we just sat in Finn's living room in the silence.

I was fine with the silence.

I finally had what I wanted.

I had Finn back.

I had my world back.

Finn loved me.

And I loved him.

Another update.

Its short dont attack me.

I am updating quickly because there are a bunch of ideas.

They are short very sorry.

Who is reddie for some fack drama.

Because thats what you get in some episodes.

much love

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