Breath • Fack

nine.

We soon arrived into "Davids Tattoo Parlor".

None of us were really ready but we all wanted a change.

I went first.

I dont know what the fuck I was thinking but I did it.

We all wanted to get tattoos that showed that we were friends forever and always together.

We all decided to go with and infinity sign that had written on one line: loser but the S was crossed out with a red V.

The tattoo artist sterilized his needles and sat me down in a chair.

We were all getting them done on our wrists.

I was nervous but so excited.

I wanted to venture out and live my life.

I have always been hiding behind my asthma and my inhaler.

And Finn.

After I got out if the hospital and didnt have anything to hide behind I felt more alive.

The needle hadnt even touched my skin and I was scared.

"Holy shit. ShIt. SHIT!"

Everyone was laughing and Finn was giving me thise big beautiful that told me I was cute.

He grabbed my hand gently to let me know he was there.

I winced up in pain at each poke into my skin.

Sometimes I would scream out a word every now and then.

Finn went next.

He screamed a lot less.

"Shit. That kind of hurt.."

All I could do was giggle.

I hated to see him in pain.

But this was different. We were having fun together.

With the best people I know.

Moments like these are what I live for.

Finn and I took a picture of our wrists together.

It felt good to live life.

Damn. I should do this more often.

Chosen went next. He may look all big and mean.

He is just a little teddy bear on the inside.

"FUCK!"

I swear I saw a tear fall down his cheek while he was screaming.

Sophia was cool about it.

"O-ow"

I was surprised.

Who the frick am I kidding. Sophia is the most badass person I know!

Then Jaeden and then Wyatt.

They actually took it so cool.

They just laughed while the other one got theirs.

They both just winced in pain at the first jab of the needle.

We had all had a new experience today.

It was good for me.

Made me happy.

We all paid the tattoo artist and thanked him.

We walked back to my house.

I invited the crew to stay the night.

It was the least I could do for all they have helped me.

We chilled and watched netflix then got bored.

I went to get food because that what usually happens when we get together.

Whoever's house we are at when we are all together.

They are usually left with no food after we leave.

I opened a cabinet thinking there might be some food.

I found some alcohol.

I thought twice.

Reached for it then pulled my hand back and quickly shut the cabinet door.

I walked back into the living room with some chips and dip.

We sat there and still we all seemed bored.

You know what fuck it. You just went to get a tattoo live your fucking life and get wasted.

I jumped off the couch and ran into the kitchen.

Everyone looked at me like I was crazy.

I got out the alcohol, which happened to be some vodka and jack.

I got some coca colas out of the fridge.

I sat them on the counter and yelled loud enough for Texas to hear, "lets get wasted bitches!"

I didnt know what was about to happen but I was so excited.

We all pulled out cups and poured in the beverages.

The vodka was rough by itself.

Jack and coke was the greatest.

I sucked cups of those down like there was no tomorrow.

You know that saying, "Live every day like its your last"?

Well if this was my last day on Earth I would be glad to leave like this.

Finn and I started to harcore makeout.

I heard the group applauding and cheering.

I just gulped more sips and put my lips back in sync.

He lifted me up off the ground and slammed me on the counter.

Our lips moving in sync.

I was lost in his taste.

*I aint going there*

Everything was a haze after our make out sesh.

I was hot so I took of my shirt which Finn seemed to enjoy.

Damn am I lucky to have a guy like him.

"Damn. I am so lucky Jack Grazer"

Wow I guess great minds think alike.

Thats it for this update.

Pretend highschool freshmen can get tattoos.

bahaha anyway i had fun writing this chapter.

this is my longest chapter yet and i am super proud of it.

much love

xoxo💛