Clashed

Finding out

Nevaeh's pov

I found out a week ago I was pregnant and I have no clue how to tell Armani this. I don't even know how I'm gonna tell my brother and everyone else how I'm having yet another baby at only 18 but 19 by the time I give birth. I can't believe I have three different baby daddy's. This is so bad. The boys have another half brother or sister.

I don't know what I'm exactly gonna say but I think when I'm saying my vows I'm gonna squeeze in how he's gonna be a daddy. I know he's gonna be happy because he's been wanting a baby and I just didn't want one yet and wasn't sure if I wanted one with yet another guy because I wanted to make sure we were gonna work out for a while considering we're gonna be married.

I had almost all my vows written out and I think I'm gonna put it in the end and I'm gonna go last. Also I've figured out why my dress keeps getting smaller it's because I'm growing my baby belly. Now I'm gonna be all pregnant for my wedding when I'm supposed to feel cute by being skinny. I don't even know how far along I am and I'm going to go today while Armani is home I'm just gonna tell him I have some errands to run and I might take Parker somewhere.

So I put Parker in the car and drove off to the clinic that was kinda close by. I had an appointment and I was gonna figure out how long I haven't known I'm pregnant for. It's crazy that I don't know cuz I've been pregnant twice before. I really don't know how I feel about it because I don't even know if I want another baby.

I want a girl but I didn't want a third baby daddy because now if this doesn't work out and I end up finding the love of my life and he wants kids I'm not gonna want the 4th to finally be right because I could have waited and had them all with him. But I don't regret my kids I love Kj and Parker with my whole life but this baby I don't know how I feel. I'm so young and I have two kids and I'm pregnant. I'm gonna have a toddler, baby and newborn in the house. It was gonna be crazy.

"Nevaeh" They called

"C'mon Parker" I said holding my hand out

He grabbed my hand and we walked in the back and I sat down on this familiar bench I was terrified on when I found out I was pregnant with Kj when I was 15. I laid down and they told me they were gonna scan my belly and they made me answer questions.

"So it looks like your about 25 weeks along. This is the head right here and the body. I'm trying to see if you can tell the sex yet" She said searching around

It was small but detailed and it was so beautiful I couldn't tell who it looked like really but it has allot of my features. I was starting to get excited and this was real when you seen the baby.

"You wanna know the sex?" She asked

"Uh can you write it in an envelope because my fiancé isn't here and it's his baby" I smiled

She nodded and wrote whatever it was boy or girl
On their. I was hoping it was a girl but I would be happy with a boy. But I still don't know about all this I really don't know what Armani's gonna day we weren't even trying and I think he wanted to be aware too. I don't wanna get rid of my baby because I don't believe in that and I have two others but it's just this is gonna be so hard and this is the third one and it's just a lot and I don't know how I feel. I didn't even know I was pregnant with Kj and Parker I found out like a month after I was pregnant. This is crazy.

"Here you go I'll see you back here. The baby looks health and good but you should start taking prenatal vitamins and eating right" She smoked softly

"of course" I said waving bye

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I went home and ended up taking a nap while writing my vows. Armani came up the stairs and he was sitting on the bed next to me just looking at me. He smiled at me when I woke up and gave me soup.

"Hey baby girl here's some soup I know your tummy isn't feeling the best"

"Thanks" I said

I looked at the envelope on the nightstand debating whether or not I wanted to open it with him. I wanted to surprise him but I also wanted to know what it was.

"So what did you do today at work?" I asked

"Ugh a lot of paperwork and meetings so fun" He said sarcastically

"Sounds super fun" I laughed

"Yeah well I'm gonna catch a shower" he said kissing my forehead

When he closed the door and turned the shower on I took the envelope off the nightstand. I was debating whether I should open it or not but I kinda wanted to open it with him but I couldn't. I wanted it to be a surprise.

When I was about to open it my phone started ringing and it scared me. The corner was torn open but I tossed it down when i seen who was calling me.

"Kamryn?"

"Hey uh their was kinda an accident" He said

"What! What do you mean?" I panicked

"Kj he's gonna need some stitches"

"What happened Kamryn?"

"He just fell bumped his head it's not that big of a deal he was running around and had an accident" He said

"My poor baby" I groaned

"He's gonna be alright he's tough, he didn't even shed a tear"

"I'll be right Their" I said