It's official.
He loves her more than me.
For Christ sake they have a wedding date planned.
My boyfriend.
Has planned a wedding with his best friend.
September 21st, 2032.
It's in his fucking bio!
I don't think he realized what he's doing.
When he tells me things like that,
It's like a big "Hey I love my best freind more than you"
Sometimes I really envy her.
I want him to myself.
But of course she's never leaving him.
They have known each other a lot longer than we've been dating.
But come on it's been over a year!
It's not the first time he's done this either.
And when he tells me there's nothing to worry about, it's not very convincing.
Like here let me say I love you while I flirt with my best friend.
It just doesn't work like that.
I know she'll read this.
And she'll probably tell him I wrote it.
But I couldn't care less.
For being 3 hours apart there inseparable.
I mean she's always the first person he goes to.
For like anything.
I'm kind of getting sick of it.
YOU ARE READING
It's just me.
No FicciónThis is just one of those things I did because I can. It makes me feel oddly better. I mean I guess you could call this a venting space. But I prefer online journal. Thanks for reading. See you.
