I have a lot on my mind
A lot in my life.
That means nothing.
It changes nothing.
I want you to see past that.
Into my past.
It's a dark place.
Full of dark times.
But I need you to look past that too.
Way back into my past.
Before you met me.
Before you knew who I was.
Before you even knew of my existence.
I was happier then.
Much happier.
I had not a care in the world.
I was just me back then.
And I liked it that way.
But as I got older the world grew darker.
There's nothing i could do about it.
So I sat.
And I tried to think.
And I tried to forget.
But nothing ever worked.
Nothing ever will.
YOU ARE READING
It's just me.
No FicciónThis is just one of those things I did because I can. It makes me feel oddly better. I mean I guess you could call this a venting space. But I prefer online journal. Thanks for reading. See you.
