I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU

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NEXT DAY.MORNING


I request my brother to let Sehun stay with me today.He agreed and called Sehun through phone to come in the hospital.

When he arrive,my brother left immediately.I can barely look at Sehun's face.

"Having a nightmare last night?" He ask.

" No...why?"  I muttered and does not stare at him.

"You look sad and disturbed.......is everything okay?" He ask again.

I look up and saw that he changed his hair colour.It was brunette.

"Did you coloured your hair just because I say it looks good on you? Do you love me that much?" I muttered.

He was really very surprised with my words.He saw my diary in my hands.

"Say something Sehunah" I whispered.

He was looking at the floor.He doesn't say anything.

"Why don't you tell me that we're in love before.....you promise me you'll bring me back to you no matter what happens.You told me we will grow old together......but you.......you keep silent.You don't tell me anything about our past memories.You keep it to yourself......you're so unfair.If you didn't tell me anything....how can I know that you're my love.You know I have amnesia and don't remember anything.So why don't you tell me our past relationship.....don't you want me back?........why....Sehunah why.....say something" I cried.

"I'm.....I'm sorry....Taerin.Everytime I saw you,it hurts me that you treated me like a friend.How can I just tell you that I'm your boyfriend when you see me just as a friend.I should've told you....but I want you to develop feelings for me and love me.I don't want you to love me again just because we were lovers in the past.I don't want to push love....forgive me Taerinah" he said.His eyes were nearly filled with tears.

"I'm so sorry for hurting you in the past.I love you so much in the past.I don't even doubt it now.But just like you said,I shouldn't be loving you just because we were inlove before........................but you know what, you may or may not be right beside me but everytime you're around,I am happy....I got butterflies in my stomach.I felt bad as I feel like you're avoiding me.I love hearing your voice and I always wish that you'll talk to me.Your presence meant alot to me.My heart beats faster everytime I see you............The night you bend down and flinch away,I thought you'll be kissing my forehead,cheeks....I don't know whatever it is....I have butterflies again.When you play the song 'I wanna grow old with you' I look at you and told myself that it might be for some other girl you love.....I get hurt and jealous.......you are my friend...Jonghyun too was my friend but why didn't my heart flutters and race faster when I'm with him? Why can't I feel the same way for Jonghyun like I felt for you?................I don't know if all this was due to love.....but if this is not love,then what was it?"    I sob.


He came closer to me and gently kiss my cheek.He hugged me wistfully.
"I think the love of my life whom I waited to love me again has just told me she's in love with me again.....I will never ever let you go again.I will be a better boyfriend to you.I promise..I love you so much Taerinah"

"I love you too" I whisper.


Throughout the day,Sehun and I were spending time alone.He wrapped his arms around me and told me funny stories.We even listen to our song 'I wanna grow old with you'.
We call Jonghyun on the phone and tell him that we get back together again.He's so glad that he said "This is what I'm waiting for.At last my most awaited moment happens"





In the evening,my brother and mom arrived and found us laughing and sitting together.They were surprised as we had never been like that before.We told them that we get back together again.I have never been this happy as far as I know.It's only because of Sehun.

"I knew it all along that both of you have something special.Your brother told me about both of your whole story.I'm happy you found each other's love again......Taerinah,if you had boyfriend,always tell me from now on" my mom exclaimed.

"Omma...Sehun is my boyfriend.He is my first and my last" I grin and notice that Sehun was blushing red hot.

My brother handed a phone to me "This is yours.I found it in your closet when I take out your clothes today"

With Sehun,we look our old photos and message conversation in my phone.We chortle.Now I came to know the complete story of my love story with Sehun even though I don't know the complete story of my random life.

"Sehunah there's one thing that keeps bugging my mind.Ummmm......in the past when I broke up with you,I was expecting that you will come after and stop me from walking away.But instead,you sat there saying nothing.......you don't come after me.Why is that?" I ask out of curiosity.

He look at me and say "In that moment,I really wanted to stop you.I wanted to hold you tight and never let you walk away from me.But I cannot move.It's like I'm paralyzed or I'm in a state of shock.The waiter saw me and with some other people,they immediately rush me to the hospital.I really love you Taerinah"

"I'm really very  sorry for that......I won't leave you anymore....I won't promise that because even without promising you,I know I wouldn't be leaving you....I love you....." I hold his soft warm hands.




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