Promise you'll remember me

WHO ARE YOU?

I slowly opened my eyes.I blink many times to see more clearly.There was a man I white uniform and few people were standing beside him.I don't know anyone of them.My head is heavy and tubes were connected to my head and body.The man in the uniform wad smiling at me and say "Welcome back Miss Min Taerin.I am your doctor Andrew Wills and this is nurse Lora,she will be taking care of you and these are your families and friends."

"What happen to me Doctor" I whisper as I can barely speak.

"You are suffering from Anterograde amnesia,a state in which memory was loss due to treatment or surgery.But I'm afraid to say that there is no chance in which you can regain back your memory.I'm very sorry Miss" he explained and left shortly after that.

I look at those strangers who havw been smiling at me.It's awkward.But like the doctor said earlier,I don't know anything from my past or any of these people standing and sitting there.They must be my parents,friends I don't know.

They introduced themselves one by one.The two older persons standing together which I thought must be a couple introduced themselves as my parents.The blonde hair guy introduce himself as my older brother Jackson.The brunette hair guy introduce himself as my childhood and present best friend Jonghyun.Then there was this guy with strange rainbow hair colour standing at the corner.He does not speak.

"Who are you?" I whisper.

"I am....Sehun" he mumbled.

"And you're my?"

"Friend" he replied and left the room.

I don't know why act like that.But at least he was my friend from the past which I don't remember.

"Can I take a nap?" I ask the woman who introduce herself as my mom.

"Sure go on.Doctor's advice us that you should talk less for a while"

I close my eyes but doesn't went off to sleep.My body is weak and I don't have the energy to get up plus my head feels so heavy and it hurts.I do speak but I cannot speak out loud.My throat rans dry.I try to think about what happened before I wake up to find strangers introducing themselves as the people whom I used to know.I don't know how or why I have amnesia.I barely even know about myself.I can't remember how I look like whether I'm pretty or ugly.I lose my memories completely.I feel sorry for myself and for them.I think I have no brains left.

I listen to their silent voices and they were talking about how happy and thankful they were that I can make the operation out alive even though I have amnesia.They really seems to love and care me from the way they sounds.Just then a male voice which resembles Jonghyun's voice tell the person who just entered that everything will be sorted out and will be okay.He further told the person I was asleep.
The person who entered must be the guy with rainbow hair called Sehun.He left earlier and it must be him coming back.
I slowly drowned myself to sleep.

I woke up feeling someone had just touches my face.It was Nurse Lora.I'm aware that they were putting thin tubes or pipes inside my nose.The nurse gently smile and informed me that they will be nose feeding me.As I felt thirsty,I ask for water.She put a long thin pipe inside my mouth and through that,I suck water.It felt stupid.

I look at the clock hanging on the wall.It was 7:00pm.I don't know day or month it was.The same people were there taking care of me.

My room was a large one.There was like a small living room across to my bed.Beside me,the woman whom I should be calling mom sits in the chair.
"What month,year and day was it" I ask.

"We are in the month of January,2018 and today's date and day was 22nd Sunday" she softly replied with a soothing smile.

"Mom....can I look in the mirror? Ummmm I just wanted to see myself"

"Ohh....wait a minute.Your brother will go and get it" she quickly said and ask my brother to fetch it.

While he rush out immediately to fetch the mirror,I ask mom about my past life,how I came to be sick and how I came to be in this hospital.

"So I was now 19 years old but never been in love?" I suddenly ask out of curiosity and disbelief.

She nodded her head.
"I don't know if you'll have boyfriend secretly.....but since you never talk about me,I guess you don't have yet" she smirks.

I smile.I thought to myself how ugly I seems to be since I'm never in a relationship.
Sehun was glaring at me.That's a pretty odd stare.

"Here's your mirror Dongsaeng.You look beautiful as always" my brother said and handed the mirror to our mom.She carefully hold the mirror a few centimeters away from my face.My reflection look beautiful and pretty.

"Will my hair grow back?" I ask mom.

"Absolutely...it will soon be long and silky again" she grins.

Then my strange friend Sehun came to me and told me that I should talk less and get a good nights sleep now.My mom agreed him and wish me goodnight and left.Sehun was still standing there and he slowly bend down over me like he has something to do with my face with his.He suddenly jerk back off and apologize.I don't know what he was going to do or why he does that.He's really very odd.

It has been one and a half week since I gained consciousness.That's what dad told me.I feel a lot better except the fact that I cannot move my head easily in directions.I can talk easily now.I drew a bit closer to my parents,brother and two of my friends.They were supportive and encourages me in every step that I take.Among them,Sehun talks the least and acts strange.Its a bit awkward.I don't know why my heart beat faster everytime he's near me.

My dad got a phone call and informed us that he had to leave US immediately as he had a serious business matter to take care in Korea.
Everyday my brother or Jonghyun would tell me the memories that I share with them in the past.It's nice listening to it.But Sehun never once mentioned about our memories we share together.

One afternoon I was alone with my brother and Jonghyun.Sehun went to the apartment witb my mom to help her with laundry.

"Sehun is my friend.But why does he acts so strange or odd around me? Is he always like that even from the past?" I mumbled.

Both of them look at each other and nodded their head.

"He's strange....I really am curious to know if...."

"If ?" Sehun just arrive and interrupted.He came back but my mom is not along with.

"Ohhh!!! Sehunah where's mom?"

"She's at the apartment.She will come after she finished washing your dirty clothes" he smirk,then smile.

"Mmmmm......Sehunah didn't we share memories? Because you never tell me anything about it" I mumbled.

"It's crazy and complicated" he whisper.

I'm confused.Jonghyun got a call and after he hang up,he told us he had to leave US tonight and go to Korea as his manager called him regarding about their new concert to be held in Switzerland.
I'm so grateful that I have a best friend who is a popular K-pop star world-wide.

So now its only the four of us.Mom,brother,Sehun and me.

"Sehunah what do you do?"

"I'm still a college student" he muttered.

"We were in the same class right? mom told me about it" I chortle.

He nodded his head.

"So when will you go back to Korea?" I ask.

"Maybe tomorrow?" He smiled.

"So you're going to leave us again....." I frowned.

"Sehun new session will begins in March right?" Jackson ask.

"Yes,hyungnim" Sehun nodded.

"Then can you please stay till next month?" I pleaded.

"Taerinah if you insist that much,....then I will stay.I will never leave you" he grin.

A smile beamed on my face.I thank him.